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2016-05-02 10:57 pm

Health and Game of Thrones (Spoilers under spoiler-tags! Be careful!)

WTF, Game of Thrones? Seriously? UGH.

First though, health. I'm getting a cold. Again. And it has made it's home in my throat. Again. *grump* I did stupid this weekend digging around among my medieval clothing and stuff, and to say my asthma went high wire then would be an understatements. Stupid. So to say my breathing has been fucked up these last couple of days would be an understatement. :-(

Visited my brother Sunday which is always awesome. :-)

And today I had Dogge Doggelito coming to the school to have lectures for the 15 and 16 year old kids. Man, he was AWESOME! And such a nice guy all around. :-D Worked ten hours though and with the above mentioned health issue, I am now EXHAUSTED!

But I did have energy for Game of Thrones. And I liked most of it. I did. I especially liked Theon and Sansa, although seeing Theon leaving was... sad. :-/ I liked him with Sansa, but I guess the guilt was to much for him poor guy. I don't think his sister will be happy to see him back though...

And Ramsey Bolton, wtf with that character!?!?! Anyone with even the littlest bit triggers need to just change the channel as soon as he shows up. For serious. And now he'll be even more dangerous. Especially since he disposed of his newborn brother and his father. Dude. Cold.

No sign of Daenerys yet, but on the other hand we got some sign of life from Bran Stark, which was nice. And we got a flash back from Eddards childhood. Really sweet! (Oh, Hodor is apparently a mystery to! Interesting!) And hey, Max von Sydow played the three eyed raven! MAX FUCKING VON SYDOW! I love that old man! He is SUCH a great actor and has SUCH a presence even at the age of 87 years old. Dude. He'll probably die in front of the camera. He is AMAZING! I love him.

Sorry about the fangirling there...

Then there's Thyrion who probably have the biggest freaking balls of them all. He's a dwarf and he goes to release two dragons that probably just sees him as food... Only they don't, and man, that scene was AMAZING!

But what really bugged the hell out of me was... Jon Snow. I never really liked Jon. He was to good. To noble. To nice. Only time's I could stand him was with his friend Sam. So I was thinking good riddance with him when he was stabbed.

And now the big shocker in the end is that the red woman brought him back (despite having lost her self-confidence and is doubting in her faith).

So now Jon fucking Snow is back.

I'm not happy about that. At all. :-/


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2016-04-22 02:33 pm

Fun Swedish Number calls, watching TV, family, work, fangirling, Prince...

I promised to say if I got any fun calls on The Swedish Number as a random swede. And I did some time ago actually. While doing dishes. In my pajamas. X-D

I had made myself available to take calls, and I got a call. And it was from a radio station in Paraguay. And I was suddenly live talking on the air.

...

Yes, I'm not even kidding. X-D We had a bit of a language problem since I couldn't speak spanish and they could barely speak english! *LOL* But we made do, and it worked out moderately fine. They wanted to know why I was taking calls, if I thought it was fun. Approximately where I lived in Sweden (so they could look on a map) and the best things I could recommend about Sweden (NATURE, NATURE, NATURE! And Allemansrätten!).

That was a FUN call! The guys were really cute. One of them could speak moderately well english. And I found out he'd learned it from movies. In particular, the Star Wars movies. Apparently such a big fan, he was called Jedi. Ha ha ha! SO AWESOME! They tracked my twitter down after I gave the name to them, so now I know what the station is called. Mandiorama! A bunch of true gentlemen, to be quite honest! So if you know spanish, well... ;-)

Here's their twitter: @Mandiorama and their Facebook: Mandiorama.

Since then I haven't taken that many calls, though. :-P I've amused myself to catch up on the the swedish TV show Let's Dance instead, which is the swedish version of Dancing with the stars. :-) It's very campy and cheesy and filled with clichés, but I can't help but love it.

I also follow a very nice documentary series that try to understand the many many beggers from Romania we have here in the city were I live, Borås. It has become a problem, and the question is HOW to help all these people the best? The documentary series is not saying it has an answer, it just wants to show that these are people too, they have a reason for being here and have lives like everyone else. It's gut-wrenching to watch, but important to, I believe.

What's more been going on? Not much. After Alexandra's run in with high fevers and that fever cramp, things has been going on as normal with her. Nothing strange there.

We visited mom and celebrated her birthday, which was GREAT! :-D When I asked mom what she wanted she said she wanted socks. OK then! The woman wanted socks, she’ll get socks. *LOL* So I bought a lot of fun ones from SockDreams. Made me giggle, and I knew mom would love it. :-)

Only problem was that for some reason they had some problem in the US, namely LA, when the package was to be shipped, so I didn’t get it until it was too late. And I’d ordered it with plenty time to! So she got some flowers instead and we decided she’d get her gift when next we meet.

Two days after we got home, her socks arrived. Which Alexandra thought was so much fun, so day after they’d arrived she decided that we were going to post grandma a package with her socks. *LOL* And Alexandra was SOOOO DETERMINED! So we wrapped them up, we sorta wrote a letter and after dinner we went to the nearest post office and posted it. Alexandra thought it was SO MUCH FUN!

Alexandra and the package to grandma! )

Silly girl. *lol* Mom loved to get a surprise package though, so I’d call it a success. :-)

Work, well… it’s insane as ever. Preparations for our move from our temporary premises is in full swing behind the scenes. I’ve seen furniture and shelves for the new library presented from four companies, and it looks wonderful. Once everyone else have decided what company they like the most, it’ll be decided and work to start furnish the school and library will start. This a slow process though, and I’m already stressed over August when school starts up again. (That’s healthy… not.) I’m really looking forward to have a totally fresh and new library though! :-D

When not working I’m totally fangirling online like always. A lot of time goes to roleplaying with @Duodeathstar. And to help [livejournal.com profile] tattooofhername with her MASSIVE fic Transition! Dark, so very dark a fic. But DAMN! It’s SO GOOD! Proud to be a part of that. :-D

Talking off fandom’s and such, one of my new friends on my friendslist, [livejournal.com profile] denorios, has written SUCH an interesting piece of meta on the evolution of fandoms. And it’s SO GOOD! You need to go read it stat! Who is the best fan? The one who followed the band/actor before they were popular? Or the fans that just discovered them? Or are ALL fans just as good? ;-)

What are your thoughts on the evolution of fandom?

You can probably guess my view on the matter. ;-)

Sad thing lately, and well… All of 2016 is all the artistic icons that keep dying this year. Latest in the list is Prince who died last night (my time).
He was such an amazing artist and seemed to have been an amazing human being to. I’m quite sure he’ll be greatly missed. Not only by fans, but family I’m sure.

Here’s Prince’s halftime show from SuperBowl 2007, which is so damn impressive. Pouring rain, lightning and thunder… And what does he do? Rock on in one hell of a halftime show on a slick stage with electric lights, playing several electric guitars and walking around on crazy high heels. The man rocked. Hands down.


Prince rocking out on stage in pouring rain! )

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2016-04-02 02:44 am

Friendscut, Easter, work, LARP.....

So... I decided to cut a bit more in my flist. I'M SO SORRY! I thought I'd be able to keep up the way it was, but... apparently not. I really really hope this was enough of a cut so I can keep up now. Since I kinda don't want to cut more. To those I had to let go, it's been GREAT knowing you!

Anyone is OF COURSE free to cut me from their f-list as well. I don't mind at all. :-)

And now onwards to something totally different.

Easter was great, it really was. We went to my mothers and spent the night and got spoiled. As per usual. :-) Mom's gentleman caller was there to. They spend as much time as they can together. He is really nice, with a great sense of humor and makes my mom very very happy, so I am happy for her.

I did do one stupid thing though. My sensitivity against cats BLEW UP! Because I forgot to eat my meds. :-P You're supposed to eat them a few days before exposure to whatever it is you are allergic or sensitive against, and... I didn't. Stupid. *face-palm* I have no problem with our cats, but moms? Yeah, problem. And I can't help but cuddle with them, because they are GORGEOUS! And LOVES being cuddled. And totally spoiled. :-)

Plus I got to meet my wonderful, wonderful little brother that I love so dearly! And his kids! BONUS! :-D

So we had a great time!

Only sad thing was that when I talked about my job, which I am sorta proud of managing the chaos and I do very much care about the kids... I found out that mom's gentleman caller was somewhat racist. :-/ Fuck. As soon as he found out the amount of refugees it's in the area I work and sorta how many refugee kids there is at the school I work at... The previously relaxed happy talk turned... less so. Geezes. So disappointed. And he clearly hadn't read up, because he didn't need to, according to him. 'That kind of people are always like that.' *head-desk* UGH! So I just stopped him right there and said I would NOT discuss this until he'd read up on shit and knew what the hell he talked about. 'The Koran tells them to kill and harm.' Seriously? BULLSHIT! Open the damn book before you speak! I am so not talking about my job near you ever again.

Anyway, so apart from that, I had a good time. And Alexandra to, which was wonderful. As always though, she hardly ate anything. And then we came home Monday afternoon and she ate to much and to fast and... threw up all over herself at bedtime. *SIGH* So I had to stay home from work one day so she could recover from that.

The three days I did work has... been both lazy and batshit stressful at the same time. Yeah, I don't even know. And there hasn't been any kids in the library either, or the entire school! I got emails about meetings left and right and... Then noticed that on Wednesday and Thursday next week I'm supposed to be at two or three places at the same damn time. WTF??? I had to ask my boss what to give priority to. *shakes head*

Thank heavens it's the weekend now. And this will be a good weekend, I just KNOW it!

Tomorrow I get to sleep how long I want. SO RARE! SO NICE! OMG! I LOVE MY SLEEP INS! And then tomorrow night it's LARP-night. And I'll play my mentally idiotic but physically extremely strong Gangrel vampire... Let's see how much trouble I can get her in this time? X-D I've played her for nearly 4-5 years now, and she's a riot to play. She really is. It has ended up a bit of a sport for me to see how much shit I can get her in and if I can even get her out in one piece. X-D So far so good. She's still alive (sorta) and kicking. ;-)

I also thought the post apocalyptic Fallout LARP last summer would be the last one in that world/setting, but I found out a few weeks ago that there would be a new one this year. Since the city was NOT going to destroy the lovely military training area were it's been held, but instead restore it somewhat and clean up all the shit in the area. AWESOME! Means there will be A LOT of LARP's and soft airgun games and paint ball games and other sorts of nerdy activities there... And the city gets paid a nice rent every time anyone wants to borrow the area. ;-) Win-win for everyone! It really is a perfect place for a post apocalyptic LARP!

And in a couple of weeks there'll be a special vampire-LARP to! Set in the same world we normally play in, but the medieval ages. [livejournal.com profile] peting73 didn't want to go, so told me to. :-D YAY! Gonna be fun!

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2016-03-20 12:54 am

Game of Thrones and my work has what in common?

So... Game of Thrones. I have two more episodes to watch out of season five and I have come to the conclusion that Georg RR Martin and the people working on this show are... batshit insane... and genius.

I don't even have words. All I can keep my fingers crossed for is that Tyrion Lannister will survive. I know you should not have favorites in this show, because EVERY FUCKING ONE is dying but I can't help but love that crazy ass dwarf. Also, Peter Dinklage is bloody amazing.

I still wanna slap some sense in Jon Snow though. STOP BEING SO FUCKING NOBEL!!!

Anyway. Enough of that.

Apart from some lovely relaxation with my online friends, some online-RP each evening, reading on my lovely lovely F-list and just mainly hang out, I have not done that much at home. Energy when getting home from work? I haz none.

Work has been and will continue to be insane. This week was no exception. I like the fact that I had counted on one day to be fucking insane where I had three classes AND had to keep the library open during opening hours... But it was easy sailing that day. And the days where I had only one class and to keep the library open during opening hours was... fucking insane.

As always in this school, count on the unexpected. And never expect anything at all to go according to plans.

I did have some lovely moments in the library with a girl who is a practicing muslim, is a feminist and active as such online, is writing some really powerful poems together with her grandmother and has gotten a book of poems published by her grandmother in a small scale. Did I mention the kid was 16? :-) Kickass girl. She'll go far.

I have more cool girls and boys like that in the library that likes to hang out there because it's like the only moderately calm place in the school. It's just very very cramped and small and dull and boring, what with the temporary premises at the moment. After summer though, I'll have a fresh new library in a fresh new school. I can NOT WAIT!

But to counteract the niceness, of course there was some insane kids to. :-P There was a fight at one point outside the library that it took quite a few teachers to break up. (4-6 teachers, I think?) And with fight I mean a fight involving fists and kicks... :-/ Rest of the kids around just laughed and the fighters claimed they were just joking.

Right. My ass you did. :-/ You don't try to kick a guy in the face as a joke. Thank heavens none of them knew well enough what they were doing.

Then there's the normal mess and mayhem, of course. In which I mean shouting, loud laughing, chairs dragged around or thrown around, books (not the libraries) that is thrown around, phones and keys that has gone missing, teen-drama with crying girls coming to the library, kids that are trying to skip class by sitting in the library (not on my watch), etc, etc, etc... I could go on...

And I told one of the recreation leaders (aka an adult keeping an eye on the kids in the hallways) that was planning a spoken world / poetry slam project for the school at some point, I told her that I had managed to get Dogge Doggelito to the school, since he has the same background as the kids there and has made it, in a way. She, as so many others, are a rapper as well, and she laughed in my face saying he sucked ass and that I should spend money on her and other 'artists' that are already working in the school. Well, excuse me for trying to do something nice for this school. It was as if I'd insulted her by hiring Dogge Doggelito to have lectures at the school. I don't even know...

*sigh* I have mentioned it's slightly chaotic in the school I work, right? Well, yes. I don't know if it's a good or a bad thing I apparently thrive in chaos. At least the teachers and most of the kids like me and think I do a good job. Fingers crossed that will continue.

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2016-03-16 11:23 pm

Letter-meme

I got dragged into a meme. Ho boy... I haven't done anything like these in an age and a half. Here goes...

So for this you're supposed to answer these question with words using a certain letter. And I got the letter W from [livejournal.com profile] velvetwhip.

....

W.

WFT? Do you guys know how RARE W is in swedish and how bad I am at finding words for that one? Crap. OK. Here goes.

Something I hate: Oh gawd... I don't know.... W... W... W... WAR! Well, of course. Anyone with half a brain hates war. Or so I hope...

Something I love: Work, actually. That one was easy. I do like my work as a school-librarian despite the crazy ass kids. I thrive in chaos, apparently.

Somewhere I've been: West Point. Yes, that school. I was invited to a trip by my host-family to see the ArmyVSNavy football game when I was working as an aupair in the US. Was... quite interesting, to say the least. At least the buildings is down right breath-taking....

Somewhere I'd like to go: I have no idea. I'm sure there's a city starting with W in Australia, in Japan and in the US (Washington DC...), because I'd love to visit all three of them countries.

Someone I know: I can not think of anyone I know very well starting with W. I do have a few people on my f-list though, but we don't talk overly much anymore. If you are into the Buffy-fandom though and like Spike, I do suggest checking out the works of [livejournal.com profile] whichclothes.

A film I like: Walk the line was a movie I did enjoy quite a great deal, to my surprise. Didn't know much about Johnny Cash before watching it. And then there's Wreck it Ralph for the nerd in us (didn't think about that one right away since it's called Röjar-Ralf in swedish...). World of Warcraft hasn't started in the theaters yet, not until June 2016. I can not WAIT to see it though!

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD THIS WAS?!?!? Geezes... I now downright dislike W. :-P

If anyone else dares wants to play, let me know and I'll give you a letter.

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2016-03-14 11:41 am

Friends cut out of necessity...

Remember that friending meme I joined in? Well, it worked a bit to well. I am so overwhelmed and I can not for the life of me keep up with my suddenly very active friends list.

It has started to effect my professional work and my sleeping, and that's just... not OK. :-/

I do feel somewhat bad about doing this, but I feel I don't have much choice.

If any of you lot that found me thanks to said meme feel you need to unfriend me, you are of course free to do so. :-) I've always been very open minded about everything including that. I'm an open book about nearly everything as well, nothing is friendslocked here so if you wanna stick around, you are of course free to do that to.

These few days have been mind blowing and amazing despite the stress. Just... wow.

To those I cut of my friendslist, GOOD LUCK WITH LIFE AND EVERYTHING! It's been amazing to see you and know you! *bow*

Edit: Went from 120 people on my flist to 109. Not a huge cut, and quite a few are inactive. So I think I can manage now. I hope at least. *crosses fingers*

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2016-03-13 02:54 am

Horrible Friday and much MUCH slower Saturday...

Friday... Oh my gawd, where to even begin?

Well, to be honest i started Thursday already. Doing a few hours in the public library closest the school I find out that the day after, Friday, me and two other school librarians are to meet up and discuss the reading program for the summer holidays so all will be planned and done.

Crap. I'd already made plans with two teachers to have one class come borrow books and to visit another class. And it was my turn to bring in the Friday FIKA muffins...

Stressing already on Thursday I make sure I have the car the next day.

Friday morning I wake up stressed out. Get Alexandra to daycare without any issues, since she is in a moderately good mood these days (she got new pink wellington boots). Hurry back home and pack up the car. Hurry to work, get the FIKA muffins set up, so anyone can grab one whenever they decide to FIKA. Hurry around the school and find both teachers to reschedule. Class borrowing books coming to the library right away first thing when their class started. And then get to the public library for the meeting. I was only 20mins late. I still can't believe I managed that. And to make it worse one of those school-librarians are a whiny bitch, to be quite honest. The smallest thing is a huge struggle for her and she will let you know. Loudly. And then laugh about it. And then whine again. I just can't with that woman. Unfortunately she's the librarian of the school library closest to mine, so... I have to work with her on occasion. Pisses me off, to be honest.

And to think the rest of the day was calm? *LOL* No. I was still stressed the hell out with that start to my day.

So I was supposed to go to the rescheduled class, and when I get there I find out I can't talk to the class right then because they have to discuss these tests that all schools in Sweden do, so no librarian is welcome right then. And I had to reschedule when my schedule for next week already is so insane I just can't with it.

If someone tells me working as a librarian is calm and relaxing I'm going to punch them in the face.

Gladly today has been relaxing and calm. Alexandra wanted to visit her grandmother, MIL. So we did that and I love my MIL. I really do. We talked for nearly three hours straight, if not more. (Yes, I did complain a bit about Peting, her son. And she agreed with me. *LOL* Felt good.)

I'm caught up with F-list now, but not with my inbox. Holy hell, people! o.O I might have to cut a bit in my f-list if this continues, because I won't be able to keep up. I'll give it a few days, but yeah... we'll see. :-) If any of you need to do that as well, feel free to. I don't mind at all. :-)

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2016-03-09 02:43 pm

About me - the open book!

Can I just say HOLY FUCKING SHIT IN THE OCEAN?!?!?!?! o.O Now I've been part of friending memes before, many times. But I've never EVER been a part of one that has taken off like this. My flist is BURSTING! Geezes, fuck! o.O

Excuse the language, but yeah... o.O Circling the wagon -friending meme rocked my socks off!

Anyway, so part of the deal was to make a post about myself, so here goes... I'll excuse my wordiness right away.

So we begin.. )

Education and work…. )

Family... )

Fandoms... )

Hobbies... )

And I… think that’s it. Props to you if you got through all that. Told you I was wordy! X-D

If you got any questions, I’ll be happy to answer. :-) I really am an open book.

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2016-03-09 12:20 am

Really getting into this... + PIMPING!!!

Wow... I am really getting back into this LJ-thing, aren't I? It just feels really damn GOOD! :-D Like I'm coming home. Which, you know... It basically is. *checks* My first entry was posted in December of 2003. Damn... o.O Could say I've spent a significant part of my time here.

Work has been good today. REALLY lazy, so I got in some fanfic reading in the midst of it. :-) Well, not 'normal' fanfic reading. I did, what I call it, my 'commenting-thing'. Where I read through a fanfic before it's finished or made official and see what makes sense and what makes no sense etc. Can't be a proper beta, because well... swedish. Plus I suck at grammar in my own language, so having me as a proper beta would just be a disaster waiting to happen. *LOL* Apparently this 'commenting-thing' is popular, since I have done it for three writers. Currently "only" doing it for two. :-) It's A LOT of fun though, or I wouldn't be doing it.

Had some really cute encounters with kids/teens at the school today. :-) I mean, I know this is one (of two) of the most troublesome schools in the city, but that doesn't mean that ALL kids are hooligans. There's some seriously AWESOME kids in this school, from ALL OVER the world. And that is pretty neat. And the best part of this job, to be quite honest. I learn SO MUCH! Also, both headmasters are very pleased with what I've done so far. And rumors has it that my predecessor/previous eccentric colleague won't be coming back. Which means, this library will be mine. *SQUEEE!!!* :-D

Future is looking fucking bright, if you ask me. ;-)

And to finish this post off, as I do from time to time, I'll share stuff I've found online.

First off I give you this. From this Christmas somewhere in the US. I'm always amazed at how much time US-people spend on the light on their houses. This was pretty cool though, and I know my kid would have peed herself with joy over this, the fangirl that she is. :-D

Frozen lights blinking in time with Let It Go...

This I found hilarious. I live in a straight relationship as it were, so couldn't even imagine. How on earth can people actually say this? It's just... nuts.

Things people ask gay dads... )

On a bit more somber note, this is both disturbing and interesting all in the same time. Because really, only women is beaten, right? Wrong...

Domestic abuse advert Mankind )

This on the other hand made me laugh. All big hearty belly laugh, as it were. :-D And perfect for International Woman's Day!

Revealing dress -lady and old almost dead -lady on the tram... )

Talking off International Woman's day... I give you some kick ass strong women in comics. And I ain't talking super hero comics. I'm talking Elfquest, best comic ever made. And this article tells you just why you should read it... if nothing else for the awesomeness that is the female characters in said comic.

To hunt, to howl, to live free - Heather Johannsen on the powerful women of Elfquest

And... Now I need to go to bed. New day to strangel hooligan kids tomorrow. ;-)

Oh! And lastly, those coming over from 'that meme'... WELCOME! I'll do an about my post tomorrow! PROMISE! :-D Glad to have you here!

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2016-03-07 12:23 pm

Well, that felt good.

Unless anyone has missed it, I'm doing an effort to get back in Livejournaling. And I jumped back a month almost in my f-list, because to try to read up more than 6 months is just not going to happen. And I cleaned away all the purged accounts from my friends-list, because seeing them on my profile was just depressing.

We'll see if I can keep it up. I'm not going to push myself, just do what I feel fun. And it feels really good right now, so I'll just go with it. :-)

Also, it's snowing. Like HELL still! And I'm so sick and tired of it. Sure, it's Sweden. But for FUCKS SAKE it's 7th of March! And during Christmas we had spring-weather. Now what's wrong with this picture...?

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2016-03-06 03:03 am

*poke poke* This thing on?

I actually enjoy the place I work at right now. Believe it or not. Even if a friend of mine who is in training to become a bodyguard asked if he should come work for me instead...

It's located in the area in this city with the most refugees and refugee kids and it's... probably one of the most troubled schools in the city. But guess what? Even though shit happens ALL THE TIME and I work my ass off (believe it or not), I actually enjoy the place.

Mostly because the staff is GREAT! And come summer, I get to pack up the library and move it from the shitty place we're at now and move to the newly built school. And get a WHOLE NEW LIBRARY! Now if that don't make a girl excited, I don't know what will.

I also try to make good things for the kids at this school with a bit of different class-visits from me and also for the bigger kids I finally (FINALLY!) managed to get the artist Dogge Doggelito to come to the school! YES! *fistbump* He'll be GREAT there since he has grown up JUST like these kids basically.

I just hope I get to stay there. My predecessor and previous collaguege is just on a leave from work trying on another job until June. So he COULD come back, but I highly doubt it. His health wouldn't allow it, I don't think. He has a lot of health issues, and working at this school IS stressful, so his health ain't doing to good when working here. :-P

So in other words, I'm doing really good. Just stressing around like nobodies business. Alexandra and [livejournal.com profile] peting73 is doing great to.

Peting got his diagnosis of diabetes not hugely long ago, but is doing fine and getting used to it as well. He is doing a bender with sugar when we have birthday parties or christmas, but other than that he is REALLY strict with his food. So he is doing great. Still sleeping long though *grump*, but doing good.

Alexandra is quite cross eyed, so we're struggling with that. Since she won't cooperate with the doctor. She is going hysterical as soon as anyone tries to examine her or make her do something. So that's not very funny. The doctor hasn't been able to do a proper examination, which means she'll most liekly have to be sedated next time we go there. *sigh* Anything to make sure her eyesight develops properly though.

I'm doing good to, health wise! My broken leg did heal up as it should, so it's doing great. Still struggling with my sugar-addiction, but working on it (ricecakes and tea has become my thing). I do have a longer and a shorter leg, however. Never given me issues before in my entire life, but now my hip on my longer leg has started to protest a little. So we'll see if it continues to do that or not. I might have to do something about it. But that is the ONLY THING! :-)

Life moves on as it should. Alexandra grows so fast it's crazy. She's turning 4 years this summer, can you believe it?

Also I've cleaned out all my inboxes and I feel damn accomplished.

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2015-10-05 09:23 pm

And things went from bad to worse...

Ho boy… I have a feeling this LJ is going to end up a place where I can just... load off steam and vent...

Because I seriously need to at this point. Let’s see if I can get it in some sort of order...

Monday last week we found out that Burnt Out Colleague were going to be on prolonged sick-leave until last of October. Great! Her psychiatrist, the one that has been on the case since this whole thing started, made sure of this. Awesome even! Some stability since that means we can call in substitutes / temps instead. So that was really good, even if the workload on Awesome Boss and Awesome Colleague got a little bit heavier (and they have it really tough to start with). So we were all good with this and planned accordingly.

Come the day after, Tuesday last week, I’d been out in two classes at two schools and so didn’t arrive at the library until around 11am. And when I do stumbled into the staff-room/kitchen, there’s Burned Out Colleague sitting without a trouble in the world having a FIKA and fiddling with the work phone. WTF?!?! I ask her a little carefully wasn't she on prolonged sick leave...? Answer is: “That varies a little.” And that’s a quote, translated. WHAT?!?!

I went looking for Awesome Colleague, but couldn’t find him. And I knew Awesome Boss wasn't there just yet, but I did text her once I’d did a hasty exit of the staff-room/kitchen. Not even a minute later Awesome Boss calls back asking WTH? basically since she knew nothing and we all wondered wth is going on...? She thanked me for the warning, and then I had a very awkward lunch in the same staff-room/kitchen as Burned Out Colleague said she was going to her computer to work a little... I didn’t make a comment...

Just a min later Awesome Boss rushed in looking stressed and worn down, again thanking me for the warning and then they both disappeared into Awesome Boss’ office.

Finding Awesome Colleague I asked him how long Burned Out Colleague had been there, and he just said he totally ignored her after she’d happily walked in without a care in the world.

We both had to wait for a while, working at one computer each (trying to work in my case...) before Burned Out Colleague came out, greeted us with a cheerful goodbye and left.

Then Awesome Boss came out, and with her sarcastic macabre humor told us that oh hey, Burned Out Colleague has found ANOTHER psychiatrist who tells her that of course you need to work, at least 50% (4 hours a day). Might add said psychiatrist is an old friend of hers... *cough*

Both me and Awesome Colleague just stood there gaping and then we laughed, and it wasn't a happy laugh, but a resigned laugh. Because Burned Out Colleague acted pretty much like a med-addict right then. This Doc won’t give me what I want, so I’ll just go to another Doc. *shakes head*

OK, so fine. We all started to work with these new premises, and not very happy about it, but sadly there’s nothing we can do. More than work ourselves to the bones and feel like shit. Our Awesome Boss especially. She told us that she’ll plan accordingly for next week when Burned Out Colleague was going to start working 50% and then we’ll take it a day at a time.

Right on.

The week went on without any new interesting surprises, and I had a lovely great weekend included a short Friday where I got off work at 12 midday. According to schedule even! Wohoo!

And then we come to today, Monday. Ho boy...

All Mondays we start with a meeting at 8:30 where we go through the week and what needs to be done and what schedules for the Information Desk that we have etc, etc... We started up the meeting, but... No Burnt Out Colleague... Who was supposed to be there at 8:30. Meeting continued until 9am, when Awesome Boss texted Burnt Out Colleague asking where she is? Answer: I'm at home. All off us go: ??? So Boss texts again that she should have been there working from 8:30. Answer: I'm on prolonged sick leave until last of October. At this point we were all with our jaws on the floor going what the FUCK?!? The exact prolonged sick leave she DID NOT WANT just the week before and worked tooth and nail to get out off!!! Awesome Boss just left the room and called her. After a little while she came back and said that yes, she IS on prolonged sick leave again. She'd just forgotten to let us know.

Seriously. What. The. HELL!?!?!

So back to the drawing board again. None of the planning we'd done for the rest of the MONTH worked out, so we had to re-plan. Had to re-hire the substitutes / temps again. Just... a SHIT TON of extra work all of a sudden. Both Awesome Boss and Awesome Colleague were mentally exhausted. Awesome Boss even more so, because as she said when we talked for about an hour or so today, she's our boss and she likes us and she can see how all this effects Awesome Colleague and me, and... she can't do anything about it even if she wants to. And she do want to, she assured me. She really really do.

And... You'd think that's the end, don't you?

It's not.

I was working the evening today, until 6pm. And it was moderately calm, just a few patrons.

Suddenly Burnt Out Colleague enters the library. Me I didn't even know what to say or do at that point, feeling like shit still over the whole situation at work. She went to the copier to copy papers Awesome Boss needed so she could put on he desk. All cool, but I didn't say much to her. Until she cheerfully said or asked me if everything is all good with me? And I just said, well the situation here is a little stressful right now. She didn't get it and asked how, so I elaborated. And then she went all martyr on me. And created quite the scene, since remember... Still patrons in the library. Penny dropped and she started saying, loudly mind, that oh it's my fault, I'm so stupid, I'm just sick you know, I can't do anything, I'm just horrible etc, etc, etc...

And I just stood there not sure what to do or say...

Then she left, without copying everything. I breathed a sigh of relief. Then she returned, saying she had to copy all, sobbing a little. Then she left. I breathed a sigh of relief again. Then she returned, since she'd forgotten to put the papers at Awesome Boss' desk, walked around all confused BEHIND the information desk, found pen and paper and wrote a letter to Awesome Boss... I read it after she'd left. Basically it said that she was so horrible, so dumb, it was all her fault and she didn't know any better and she's sick etc, etc, etc...

I don't even know what to say about this anymore... I just... don't.

At least I can leave come December, but Awesome Boss and Awesome Colleague? They can't. And I feel so horrible for them. :-/

*HEAVY SIGH*

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2015-09-23 11:34 pm

Reason I've been absent: My fucked up job... at a library...

And here I thought I’d have energy enough to actually update my LJ. Apparently not. *sigh*

And I’ll tell you exactly why I haven’t had any energy and why I’ve been so absent. :-P

So I got a new job, right? Started in April. And to start with it all felt good. Yeah, so I worked ten hours on Mondays, 8am to 6:15pm. And three hours one Saturday a month. But that was fine, because the rest was OK.

But that was because my predecessor had finished off as much as possible.

Then summer came and went, and you all know how busy I was then. All good stuff, but rest? I had none.

And to make matters worse the night between Sunday and Monday, the day before work, Alexandra decided to have a grand performance. And stayed up from 00:30am to 5am. Which left me with only two hours of sleep, and [livejournal.com profile] peting73 only three. Night before going back to work. And my first day? Ten hours.

I was not all there, let me tell you…

And the first thing we did, boss and I, after the Monday meeting was to plan all months from August until December with all the dates and hours I was to be at all them schools.

Oh, and to make it even more brilliant. Instead of being responsible for 6 schools, like my predecessor, I am responsible for 8 schools.

Great.

And once we were done planning and I saw my schedule, I panicked. No joke. Yeah, sure. I only do activities ONCE in each class on all them schools. But that’s 8 schools, people!!! Whatever I do, I have to do it AT LEAST 8 times, most likely more. Ugh.

One thing stressed me out the more, and that’s the activity called “booktalks”. What you do then is you bring a pile of books to the class you visit and you talk about the books, what they’re about and why they are so great and why you should read them and why it’s important to read. Basically. Which also means… You have to read a couple of them books….

Yeah…

I have booktalks for grade 3, 4, 5 and 6. In each school. That’s a lot of books. And a lot of books that I’m supposed to read. Cue stressed out. Thank heavens awesome boss helped me find suitable books for each class and dividing them up between schools and classes.

I refuse to do work when I’m not at work, which means I somehow have to find time to read books when I’m at work. Not easy, near impossible. And when I don’t feel like reading, it’s really hard. Even if it is my job.

And to make matters even more fun, during all of August and much of September, much of my time was consumed by the feast given to those kids who managed the challenge The Summer Book Club where they had to read at least 6 books during the summer. As a reward they got a feast. And since I’m a school librarian, I was involved in arranging this feast. And since I’m the newest hired, my other two colleagues took most of the responsibility. My job was to keep in touch with the magician that we’d hired (no problem! cool guy!) and to keep in touch with the janitor off the premise we’d hired (hard to catch on phone, but then no problem).

So no problem, right? Wrong.

See, one of my colleagues are badly burnt out. No kidding. And during this time it got painfully obvious. She barely managed to do what she had on her plate. And me and my other colleague had to remind her constantly.

My other colleague? She quite. She got another job, and then was just gone. Within a week. Boss knew about it, but shit. Not a good timing. Now it was just me and burnt out colleague. And she is incapable of taking any responsibility.

So I ended up responsible for the whole thing.

I did not have fun. Thank heavens I’ve been responsible for crazy shit when I was active in the Sexmasters* at the Student Union Pub, just saying! Because I channeled my wicked Sexmaster personality and turned boss of hell on her ass… *grump* If I hadn’t, things would not have ended up well. Colleague that had quite was there anyway, because the kids knew her and missed her. But she had no clue what to do either. Only me.

I don’t know how, but the party ended up a success. Much thanks to the magician Reggie Simon, I believe. BRILLIANT man! And an american that has moved to Sweden, so I got a bit nostalgic there. :-)

But to say I was a wreck when I came home that night would be an understatement.

So did it calm down after that? No. Hell no. Well, workload yes. A bit. I’ve gotten more comfortable with my job and I am starting to feel that I actually know my shit, unlike panicking all the time which I did during the entire time of August.

BUT! Burnt out colleague… Ho boy… While I got all the schools on the countryside here, she got all the daycare centers. And the responsibility for the art showroom the library have.

And she can’t do it. I’ve seen some of the stuff she’s sent out to parents and employees and newspapers and I’m just… It’s beyond unprofessional, and that’s coming from ME that really is not very professional to start with.

She forgets information to the artists that shows their art in the art showroom (which forced me to stay one HOUR longer than I should have the other night so I could fix that). She sends the wrong information to the newspapers. She forgets when she’s supposed to be at work. She sends what time of day she’s to visit daycare centers, but not what date… She puts books in the wrong place. She loses books. She promises patrons, daycare centers and schools things she shouldn’t, since she can’t do whatever it is and the rest of us don’t have time to.

It’s just one thing after another. Unending. And who gets to clean up her mess? Me and my other awesome colleague and my awesome boss. I’ve worked here since April, and the longer I’m here the more shit I see that she’s made a total mess off. My awesome colleague has been here for 10 years (older rocker guy with nearly no filter, I love working with him) and is so feed up with everything it’s not even funny. And my boss, who hasn’t been here quite as long (and really got no filter either while being an awesome leader, I love working with her to), is so stressed out I fear she’ll burn out badly to…

It’s just an extremely bad situation all around.

We’ve tried to contain it so the patrons won’t notice too much. But now it has becoming harder and harder to do so. Burnt out colleague has some hours in the information desk, but she can’t even do that these days, since the patrons flat out says she’s to confused and they don’t feel they get the help they want.

It’s annoying, stressful, frustrating and beyond all, sad. So fucking sad.

Because burnt out colleague? She was my boss on my very first library job I got at a school library. And back then she was in total control even though she worked way to hard and way to long hours. And we had SUCH a good time working together then, and she taught me so much.

Just to end up like this. It’s so heartbreakingly sad to see in the midst of the stress and frustration.

Anyway, so yeah… That would be the reason why I’ve been absent. I’m just stressed out as fuck, and try to hang on and concentrate on my job with 8 schools and the bookvan once a week.

I have this job until December 31st, so I’m hanging on until then. Not sure I want to keep this job if I’m offered, to be quite honest…




*Still got NOTHING to do with sex. To sexa is an old swedish word that means to party. So it basically stands for partymasters with a bit of an innadu.

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2015-06-01 12:20 am

Mothers day...

It was Mothers Day in Sweden today. And I had a moderately good day. :-)

Sat up all night last night to finish off the post about [livejournal.com profile] ruchirahni's visit, obviously. ;-) Which has been done for quite a while, but I hadn't added the photos for it. But it felt good to get it posted. :-)

Been very busy at work though. Last weeks of school before summer holidays, and things are INSANE when you're a school-librarian. Try be a school-librarian when you're responsible for 6 schools(!)... And things get a little insane. Same thing when school starts. It'll get insane then to. Fun times. Not. :-P If I could skip the last few weeks before summer holidays and the first few weeks after summer holidays, then working as a school-librarian would be bliss. :-P

Anyway...

My insane summer continues. [livejournal.com profile] ruchirahni has been here to visit (which still blows my freaking mind, to be quite honest...) and on Friday I am going to see Mötley Crüe live in Sölvesborg on the Sweden Rock Festival. I'm 38 years old and I've never been to a music festival before, and now I'm going to one of the biggest festivals in Sweden... and I'll spend the night in a tent. Alone. X-D A very tiny tent, to be honest, so there's no room for more than me in it, but still. I MUST be nuts! X-D It'll be worth it though, since this will most likely be the last time ever that Mötley Crüe plays in Sweden what with splitting up after their world tour.

Sorry, Tokio Hotel. If you come to Sweden this year, I'll have to say no thanks. You're young. I'll go through hellfire to see you when you've played together for 30+ years. ;-)

Today we spent at the zoo, which you can see on my Instagram. Weather was... odd to say the least. At least it wasn't raining. :-P And we were all in a good mood. First time today that I managed to walk through the whole zoo without crutches. YAY!

It was after that that it became less fun. Of course [livejournal.com profile] peting73 was the one that wanted to go to the zoo the most... and in the end his back gave up on him and he didn't bring any painkillers... Because it was fine before we left. *sigh* Which ended with him being cranky as FUCK and almost impossible to talk to when we, out of necessity, had to do a quick stop for some grocery shopping on the way home. (Lunch for next week and such.) He'd promised me a delicious mushroom chantarelle risotto, but it takes time and is complicated to make, so I told him to just fuck it... which made him even crankier, so... That was less fun.

Once at home he took painkillers and just went to bed. A good thing, if you ask me. *grump* When he got up to make dinner though, and he did make me the risotto, he was in a MUCH better mood. Because well, painkillers. Which he should have taken way earlier... *sigh* I'm seriously considering having some of his painkillers in my bag as well. For my own peace of mind. :-P

So the day ended well at least. :-) Tomorrow it's back to the grind at work. OH! And I was offered to work full time after summer. Of course I said YES! It'll be busy as FUCK! But I hope it'll be worth it. :-D Despite the problems at that library, I like workign there. Quite a great deal. Better than working in the school-libraries in town. :-)

Now bedtime!

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2015-05-18 01:25 am

Update: MY NEW JOB!

I don't even know how to get all this in one post... o.O I'll try to anyway.

First off, my leg is doing fine. :-) Really well. It's still stiff and I lose my balance sometimes since all muscles aren't all OK yet, but all in all. I've lost my balance two times so far, but I haven't fallen over. So that's good!

I'll just do this in bullet-points. Hope you won't mind!

  • My new job is both more relaxed AND more to do than my previous job. How does that work, you ask? Well, more to do since I'm responsible for 6(!) school-libraries on the country-side and so have to drive between them, while my base of operation is at the library. It's more relaxed because even though there are many libraries, I can still decided what I wanna do in another matter, and I'll do the same thing for all the 1st graders (for example) at all schools, so it's less planning. And I get to do some work in the regular library as well. Win-win, if you ask me.


  • The first impression of the library I am at still holds what with being friendly and nice sweet workmates. To an extent. What has cracked some is the surface. I have to do a bit more work in the regular library, since one of the librarians there HAS run headfirst in the dreaded wall and had a breakdown. She has gotten better and works more, but she is NOT as OK as she thinks she is. Which ends up with the other librarian having to pick up a lot of her slack, which has him TO be on his way into said wall. To say the mood is not as good all days would be an understatement. :-P


  • I've ended up being the dishwasher. No one takes care of the staff kitchen. I guess that is part of the above, but still. Geezes. Having a nice kitchen and staff room does improve your mood.


  • The above mentioned male librarian is wonderful a man. He really is. A long haired old rocker boy who goes to festivals and concerts still. And he is a fan of various fantasy book series, and LOVES Game of Thrones. He also finds this thing with fandoms, fanfic, fandom-friends and all that to be really interesting. He don't like social media (like at all!), but he still finds it interesting so we talk about it quite a bit. :-) We're having a great time working together, we really do!


  • One of the first days I was alone and on my own I re-arranged the office I work from. One would think all librarians are organized. Not true, for your information. I'm not extremely so, but my predecessor was really a sad case.


  • Working from the library van/book van is AWESOME! :-D The schools and pre-schools we visit is so excited to see us! It's wonderful! People being excited about borrowing books makes me happy. And the driver is a HOOT! X-D A mom with six kids, one special needs. And a horse farm. And she's a diehard Dr Who fangirl who reads Dr Who fanfic and goes to convention. And who's husband is building her a Tardis on the farm. Thursdays with her are hilarious even if they are the longest day of the week for me. :-D


  • Best part about this is teachers and kids at the schools are all excited about seeing me. It's not like working at a school in the city where the teachers feel you are intruding and kinda don't want you there and the kids are bored and 'do we have to read another book?' You know the kind of attitude... Totally opposite in the schools on the countryside! Which is encouraging really and makes me happy to go to work!


  • My schedule is very up and down. Some very short days, some very long ones. And some very late ones and some very early ones. So even though Alexandra's schedule at daycare really changed, she is getting shorter days, so me getting this job was a win for her to, I'd say. Also, we get a smaller daycare bill. ;-)

All in all, I am very glad I took this opportunity to take this job. I think it was good for me, despite the downsides to it. I like my job. Still LOVE my boss! And my workmates are awesome, despite their flaws. I like it. I'm hired until the 31st of December. I hope I get to stay after that to. Fingers crossed!

Next post will be about New Yorkers on the swedish countryside!

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2015-04-21 10:18 pm

A summer for the history books...

This summer is going to go down the history books... Geezes christ. o.O

I don't even know how it ended up this way, but I'll be exhausted after this summer. And it's not like there's anything bad going on. It's all good fun exciting stuff! But... THERE'S A LOT OF IT!!! o.O


  • May 8th and May 9th Ruchi is coming to visit me! We've followed each other here on LJ since I got my LJ almost... which was 2001. That's A LONG TIME AGO! And now she's coming to visit me. In just 2 weeks. I can't even wrap my head around that. Crazy! I so look forward to it though! I just worry what to show her? I mean, what can little Borås have to show to a born and breed girl from Brooklyn New York?!?!? I am just a LITTLE panicked over this fact! o.O *flails and runs around*


  • June 5th I am going to Sweden Rock Festival to watch Mötley Crües final visit to Sweden. It's their Last Tour run in Europe this summer, and once they'd done this world tour (running around the world a couple of times it appears... mostly in the US...), after that... They'll split up. They've even signed a contract for this. It's sad. Mötley Crüe is one hell of a band come glam metal rock. I love their music. But Mick Mars, bless him... His body is literary giving up on him. I have SUCH admiration of that man. So I understand if they pull the plug, I really do.


  • June 18th-21st me and Alexandra was supposed to stay at mom's to celebrate Midsummer. Supposed, I say. Since mom called today. She is getting surgery done on her stomach to remove extra skin after her gastric bypass. Something she's waited a long time for. And she found out today what dates to be at the hospital for this. 18th. Of course. Fuck. Peting is going to visit his best friend that lives 8 hours drive from here for that weird Midsummer paty that said best friend arranges each year. And what with the disaster last year with neither me nor Alexandra doing very good... I am NOT going. So I'd planned to spend Midsummer with mom. Well, that just didn't happen. Now I don't know what to do? I might call my brother and see... Maybe MIL... Although Peting and his relatives just don't celebrate Midsummer, which I love to do, so we'll see what happens there. I have some time yet to plan.


  • June - July somewhere [personal profile] snowstormskies might come to visit me again. She did last summer and she LOVED it here, which was wonderful to hear. We had a lovely, lovely time. Unfortunately she's having a really rough time right now, so it's not sure she'll be able to make it. I'd love to be able to give her hugs again though.


  • July 17-19th it's the yearly summer LARP based on the Fall Out games. So we call it the Fall Out LARP even if it's really called Valvet. One of the BEST LARP's I've been to! I've had such AMAZING things happen during that LARP, I don't even have words. I just pray and hope my darling friend J is coming this year. I ADORE playing with him! He is SUCH a sweetheart with one hell of a twisted mind. You end up plotting with him? You bet your ass you'll have one hell of a time. I've screamed. I've cried. I've scarred myself (accidentally from stumbling and hitting my knee on a rock!). I've been terrified. I've laughed so hard my stomach hurts. It's... such an amazing LARP, I'd hate to miss it. Oh, and it so happens it runs during my birthday weekend this year. Of course. X-D (My birthday is the 19th.)


  • 22nd of August my friend Chigrima who I wrote my masters thesis with is getting married to her long time friend and then partner Silvestris. They've meet and ended up friends before I meet Peting and got together with him. They were just friends at first. Then they were friends sharing an apartment... And then I think it progressed from there. These two ladies are AMAZING! They really are. And I am absolutely THRILLED they are getting married!


And I'm supposed to be able to work there somehow to. At a new job. I don't even know how this happened. I swear. But I need an extra vacation after this summer. o.O

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2015-04-19 02:17 am

New job and spring cleaning!

Interestingly enough, things are looking up. :-)

I got the job I wanted! WOHOO! OK, so I didn't dislike the school-library I was at, but... It's a school-library. I was to work as a school-librarian. Again. And it's a really REALLY active! With a lot of kids and a lot of activities and I don't even know what. A good thing of course! But geezes fuck, after working at that bad school? I just want a break from school-librarian work. :-P I am told constantly that I am great at it, and that's always nice to hear. Still though. :-P Please no more schools with crazy ass kids!!!

Instead I'll be working at a library a bit outside of town, in the in one of the small communities outside of town. I think it'll be great. I really do. I'll be the contact/school-librarian (still!) to the tiny schools out there on the countryside. Which will be a lot more fun, I think, then working with the schools here. Small tiny classes 10-15 kids (instead of 20-25 kids) and kids that really REALLY want to meet the librarian when you visit (instead of disinterested troubled kids in town, not all of them, but still). AND once a week I'll be librarian in charge of the library-buss... YES! HOW COOL AIN'T THAT! Just me and a driver and a buss filled with books. I am really looking forward to this, to be honest. *lol*

And today... Oh, today was great as well. I've contacted a cleaning company some time ago and asked them to come do a serious spring cleaning of doom in our apartment. Of course, I'll have to pay them for it. But man. It was NEEDED! And today... Today they were here. :-D It took 2 girls (one older one younger) 5 hours approximately to go over the whole apartment. They only took shelves we've emptied, but that was fine. What I was the most interested in was the ceilings and the walls of the rooms. To get them cleaned. ESPECIALLY in the bathroom! To be quite honest, the walls in our bathroom was... quite disgusting I'm ashamed to say. And the windows got cleaned and the curtains that I've ordered, almost all of them were done, so they are up and it's just... so damn nice here now. I am BEYOND pleased!

While they were cleaning the place we went to my MIL and got dinner and Alexandra got to play with all the toys that she's bought for Alexandra to have there while Alexandra visits. And my MIL is quite awesome, I have to say. She was not just hinting at wanting Alexandra to spend a night there again, she was downright doing the sledgehammer of hints with that. X-D So we'll make sure to make plans for that in the near future. Alexandra loves sleep overs at grandma, and we get a break, so all wins!

Of course, [livejournal.com profile] peting73 had to grumble over the fact I got a cleaning company here. Not for there reason you might think though. No, he kept saying I expected to much and would get disappointed. OK? What I wanted most was our bathroom to get a good once over. And it did. Our windows sparkle. And the rest? Even if I paid for it? Bonus. So he can just shut it. *grump*

At least we've now sorted our DVD/Blueray collection, which is good. All cartoon movies / kiddie movies is at a special place now, so whenever Alexandra wants to watch any of her favorites, they'll be easy to find. :-)

All in all, I am VERY pleased with the experience and might do it again. Spring-cleaning is a pain in the ass to do yourself anyway, isn't it? ;-)

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2015-04-17 11:52 am

End of sick leave and then....?

All fun and games until someone gets hurt... or don't know where to work. *sigh*

I've been on sick leave for almost 3 months now. Next week it's three months. I freely admit these last weeks it's been nice, since I am mobile and even though my lower leg/ankle isn't fully OK yet, it almost is. So it's like I'm off from everything. And yeah. It's nice.

Alexandra is in daycare still, and before you start shout at me about what a bad mother I am not having my kid with me when I can walk... I don't dare carry her down the stairs. She's gotten it into her head she can't walk in the stairs and if we don't carry her she throws a tantrum. My balance isn't 100% yet, so yeah... If she'd been home with me, it would have been indoors all day long, dull and boring. At the daycare center they do things all day long, being outside a lot of the time, she got friends there and she loves being there. She tells me (in her own way) all the things she's done and with what friends when she gets home. And when she's done, she cuddles up on the couch and wants to watch a movie (usually Frozen... or Lionking... or Robin Hood... We got a Disney-maniac.)

Me? I'm selling A TON of kid and baby clothes on Tradera / swedish Ebay. I've planned to do that a long time and since being more mobile, I figured why not? I've sold A LOT! Made a bit of money to, which feels great!

And I'm running errands that [livejournal.com profile] peting73 don't want to do. So these last few weeks have pretty much been similar to when I was unemployed with the difference I get sick pay and not money from the unemployment fund.

My lower leg/ankle is doing pretty good. It's stiff as all hell when I try to do some movements, but that's apparently normal. And when I try to point my toes inwards, so to speak, then it hurts a bit. According to my phsyio therapist though, it's normal and just to keep doing my foot exercises and it will be fine with time. OK, right. I can do that!

Next week is my last week on sick leave, and I don't know how to feel about that. Terrified is a good description. One one level I don't want to go back to my old job. I just managed to work there 25 days, not even a month. I didn't have time to 'get into' the job. The guy that works there for me now, is AWESOME! A really nice guy and he is doing a great job, kids at the school loving him. Boss is saying she might move me to another library, which is a bit away from here and not as close. BUT! The work duties are way more interesting. And I wouldn't have to be a school-librarian all the time. I'm apparently good at being a school-librarian, but to be honest? It's not always fun. And I... am not sure I wanna be a school-librarian until I retire. A kid/teen librarian, YES! But not at a school, for gawds sake! :-/

My boss hasn't decided what to do yet, unfortunately, so we'll see what happens. Fingers crossed I get moved to the other library... *crosses fingers*

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kseenaa: (Default)
2015-01-27 10:52 pm

Alive and breaking legs...

So yeah...

I'm alive, more or less. I just needed to step back and take a break from Livejournal there for a while. Plus, RL got hella busy you could say.

I worked for 9 months at that tough school with all the troubled kids. Which was tough, but oddly rewarding at the same time. My colleague there was... eccentric to say the least and didn't exactly do what he was supposed to. Which he'd hidden from the higher ups. Until I got there. So I hope things will be sorted there now. From what I've heard, he is getting a lot of orders from bosses and stuff to actually do his job. Which, you know... wouldn't have been a problem. If it wasn't for the fact his health is... less then good. I suspect they'll be without a school-librarian there before long. :-P

My employment there ended, so I am now at another school-library. At another school which is both more and less to do. The school I'm at now is really REALLY working with the library so I have A LOT of classes and stuff which is fun and interesting.

(I even dressed up for one of them... ;-) )

And my colleagues there are fun and a bit crazy in just the right amount, which makes me feel RIGHt at home. And it's located next door to Alexandra's daycare. So it takes me ten mins to walk to Alexandra's daycare and 2 mins from there to work. It's bloody perfect. :-)

But of course.... I had to go break my leg.

No really. I literary broke my leg. I was walking to Alexandra's daycare, same road I walk every day, this Friday. The ice was really slippery that day so I made sure to walk slowly and carefully.

Apparently not enough, because all of a sudden my feet just disappeared from under me and I heard a crack when the leg broke and then all I could focus on was pain - pain - pain... And Alexandra crying. Since it was just me and her alone. Luckily it happened outside a house so the guy there called the ambulance right away and two women stayed one taking care of Alexandra and one taking care of me as much as they could. Called [livejournal.com profile] peting73 as well, so he could rush from work to take care of ALexandra. He arrived just before the ambulance did.

Once at the hospital I didn't have to wait long before I ended up in surgery where they put metal parts in my leg to keep it fixed in place. And a big cast.

So currently I am feeling absolutely worthless. I can't help [livejournal.com profile] peting73 with anything at home. And Alexandra has trouble understanding why mom can't play with her like I used to. I'm more or less stuck on either the couch or on the chair by the computer. It sucks mayorly.

Now I'm on prolonged sick leave. 3 months. And I'll have a cast on for two months at least. I'll probably go nuts before that time is over. :-P

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kseenaa: (Xena My fandom = Romancenovels)
2014-09-23 12:19 am

A BIG sharing and pimping post!

Even if I'd planned to collect all vids at the bottom of this post, I'll actually start with one. The LiveJournal vid. I really like it, I gotta say. It brings up a lot of what I enjoy with LiveJournal and what might draw new users in. Will it help? I have NO idea. Only time will tell, I suppose. Meantime - Cute vid!

What is LiveJournal? )

Onwards with some links!

I found this little article really interesting. I like makeup quite a great deal, and I do lean towards the gothic look (but no black lipstift! HORROR!). And this article shows so clearly how different we are approched depending how we look and what makeup we wear. It was a very VERY interesting read!

I dressed as a goth, a party girl, and a manic pixie dream girl - Here's how my friends, partner, and OKCupid reacted

This is cute to the point one might need a kleenex... Especially if you have kids, no matter what age. I LOVE it though!

21 Photos That Depict True Modern Fatherhood

Currently creating a new LARP-character, since it's not clear if my current one is going to survive the current shit she ended up in. ;-) Anway, so I figured out a shopping list. A LARP-friend is going to sew a cancan skirt for me. And then I want the corset below and a pendant from the site below. It would ROCK! Good thing I get paid soon....

Pinstriped corset in plus-size from Orchard Corset

Natural Magics pendants

Now this Tumblr... I have in a tab at all times. Because it speaks the TRUTH my friends! THE TRUTH about librarian work!!!

Librarian Problems

If you haven't tried HabtiRPg yet, you seriously need to. Especially if like roleplaying games and computer games. Just saying.

HabitRPG

If you've ever been in a fandom you'll know EXACTLY what this woman is talking about. The fact that this horror-story takes place in the Twilight fandom with EL James and around the fanfic that later is published under the name... 50 Shades of Grey... It just makes A WHOLE lot better! Reading this I had a very wicked grin permantly plastered on my face.

To Much Wank to Name

You a comic-fan? You've read any Calvin & Hobbes comics? (Who hasn't?) Then you need to read this. No, I'm not kidding. You NEED to read this. Bring the tissues.

In the final minutes of his life, Calvin has one last talk with Hobbes

Keeping on the subject. If you're new here, you might not know it since I don't write that much about, but... I'm a DIEHARD Xena-fan, a Xenaite, and have been for YEARS! Add to that that I've been watching Disney-movies since I was a kid. So this really tickled me! :-D Ah yes, them baby blues...

Cool art Disney-style: Xena WarriorPrincess

More vids! This put a HUGE smile on my face! Talk about a party on that wedding! :-D

An EPIC SURPRISE: AN AMAZING Choreographed Wedding Dance )

And science trying to explain one of lives great mysteries...

Why Are Babies So Cute? )

There endth the sharing post for today... I'll get back on writing a 'proper' post shortly. ;-)

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