KSena's Journal

I am home sick today. Ugh. Every time I get sick, in having a cold, it effects my throat. Everytime. I sound like shit (if you follow me on Instagram/Snapchat you've heard my horrible voice.) It started on Sunday when we were at my cousin and mom. And then it just got worse and worse... :-P Monday and yesterday was really really bad. I was really short of breath and it... "whistled"... when I was breathing? And it was hard to breath. Not to the point I felt a need to go to the ER, but it was still not very fun. And I was coughing. SO MUCH! So now my ribs ache. :-P And I had a fever. Because why not. It's a good thing the kids/teens are off school this week what with Easter, or I would have felt horribly guilty as well. Bah. But as it is, no school this week so I can be at home and get well in peace.

Yesterday though I'd taken a day off and had planned to go shopping with Alexandra. And we did! But man, my breathing was so bad when we came home I had to sit down and focus on my breathing for a moment when we came home. After that though, I've just taken it easy. Taking care of me. I know I'm bad at that. But I get when I'm beaten by germ. *raises fist at fucking germs*

Anyway, since I'm home anyway, I'll just finish off this challenge that I started. I'm late as all hell, but I WILL FINISH IT DAMMIT!!!



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Day 11

Share a book/song/movie/tv show/fanwork/etc that changed your life

Oh dear... This is a hard one to answer, since I've been around for quite a lot of years. *LOL* Old farts unite! I'm allowed to call myself that when I'm 40, right? ;-)

Anyway, well... If I go to books I've reread the most, I'd say there's a few series that kind of changed my mind. That I can say opened my mind and set my imagination on fire when I was young.

First off there's CS Lews Narnia series. It was the first fantasy-series I read, and it was very much an AHA-moment for me when I read them. I was... 11-12 when I read them the first time, I think. And when I reread them today, I still enjoy them (although I see the issues today to... Because there are quite a few.)

Then there's The Hobbit by JRR Tolkien. NOT The Ring Trilogy, actually. To be quite honest, I think they're boring. But The Hobbit I love! Same thing there, it just again showed the width of the imagination for me.

And then there's all the comics I've read through the years.

Donald Duck and C/O is the first comic I ever got a subscription on when I was 6 years old. I'm still subscribed to it. Get a comic in the mail once a week. I can't imagine a Friday without it, to be honest. :-)

And then there's Elfquest. I found the first two issues in a corner in the public library, broken and worn, but they spoke to me and I could NOT get enough of them! They stopped publishing them in swedish, but I now have nearly everything published in english. I don't know what it is with that comic, but I can not get enough of it. When I was young I saw one thing when reading it and as an adult another. Pretty incredible.

When it comes to movies and TV-show, the first one that really knocked me out was... Xena The WarriorPrincess. I do remember that there was two things with Xena. One: There's a woman that's far tougher than any man! And Two: She was the bad guy first!

Then there's Buffy, and it's the same thing there. A bad ass WOMAN in the lead. And vampires. Which I've always had a thing for. Just like with the others it was one of those AHA-moments.

I think all off these gave me AHA-moments. I could go on, I suppose, but these are the main ones. :-)

Day 12

In your own space, create a fanwork. Make a podfic, an icon, a sketch, a meta, or a rec list. Arts and crafts. Cross stitch. Draft an essay about a particular medium. Put together a picspam or a fanmix. Write a review of book you love, a ship manifesto, a you-should-be-listening-to-this-band essay. Create something.

I'm not a contributer to fandoms, so I don't have anything in particular. I just read, watch and listen. :-P But I do try to comment all the things that I do enjoy. Especially fanfic, for some reason. And fanart. Because that's people that write/draw something they are passionate about, and they should know there are more people that are passionate about the same thing.

I did create a list about my favorite YouTube channels once, I guess that's as close to something I've done. :-P

Day 13

In your own space, set some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private.

My goal is to just do what makes me happy. If you're in a fandom, or a fan of something/someone that does not make you happy, then why do you do it? So yeah. I'm not going to force it. I'm always so tired after work anyway, so I don't even have energy to talk to friends. So why should I do/read/watch anything that just makes me sad or upset me? I mean, really? My time is worth more than that.

Day 14

In your own space, create your own challenge. Whatever your challenge is, and have fun with it!

My challenge to any writer and/or artist is to write/draw a character that is the least popular in your fandom. Try it. Maybe you end up like it.

Challenge for me is to be more social. To dare to be online and talk to people again. And not be ashamed if I end up zoning out. It's fine to do that, even if whoever I talk to have to remind me of their existence. I'm a 40 year old mom working full time. I'm allowed to zone out in the evenings.

Day 15

In your own space, write a love letter to Fandom in general, to a particular fandom, to a trope, a relationship, a character, or to your flist/circle/followers. Share your love and squee as loud as you want to.

Dear fandom,

Without you I would not have discovered so many things about myself. Without you I would have been so lonely. Without you I would not be who I am today. Without you I would not have so many friends for life. And for all that and more, I will be eternally grateful.

Yours truly
// KSena

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Just gonna do this meme just because I thought it was a fun one and because I've been in SOOO many fandoms over the years. :-D Thanks tellshannon815!

And to help you along, here's the fandoms I have been involved in or am involved in. :-)
Robin of Sherwood
Xena: Warrior Princess
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Pirates of the Caribbean
Tokio Hotel
Sons of Anarchy
Game of Thrones (sort off)
World of Warcraft (sort of)

Pick a number and I will tell you about....

1. Character in my fandoms that I think I’m most like.
2. What character archetype am I attracted to?
3. First ever ship and why.
4. How much has your life change ever since you started fangirling/fanboying?
5. Top 3 Favorite TV shows.
6. Top 3 Favorite movies.
7. Top 3 Favorite books.
8. Dream crossover?
9. Character death you still haven’t moved on yet?
10. Craziest fangirl/fanboy moment?
11. Ever cosplayed a character/dream cosplay?
12. Make me choose between two characters. (Oh god, please don't be a big meanie!)
13. Make me choose between two ships. (No really, please don't be a big meanie!)
14. Favorite fanfiction read/written.
15. Most loathed character. EVER.
16. Favorite villain/s.
17. A show you used to love but eventually hated or vice-versa.
18. A character you used to love but eventually hated or vice-versa.
19. A ship you used to love but eventually hated or vice-versa.
20. Your ultimate OTP?
21. Any fandom related question you can think of. :)

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Time to share some stuff again. Also, I've discovered that the questions that LJ has on their home-page. I've... never really thought about it before, but some of my LJ-friends have started to answer them, so... Well. Inspired. And why not? Especially the teddybear question sure inspired me and brought back a lot of sweet memories.

Other things that inspire is all the stuff my friends online share with me here and there. For serious. So much fun stuff! And then I save it in an open tab, forget it's there and forget to share it and suddenly I have a shitload of tabs open which makes my chrome a bit slow... Time to do something about that!

First some Tokio Hotel! Bare with me!

This is amazing. I mean, seriously! I would have loved to watch Feel It All Tour just for this! My favorite boys drumming away!

( Gustav, Georg and Tom on drums during Louder Than Love in Paris!!! )

Tokio Hotel and not, this guy is absolutely amazing! Mind blowing skill! No matter if you like Tokio Hotel or not you have to give this guy cred for his skill!

( Love who loves you back (Cover, A Cappella) )

And talking about music-videos, there's this. What with a kid of my own, I can just PRAY that I manage to raise her to be as open-minded as it's even possible. And vids like this? My heart just clench for the kid in this music-video...

( The Light by HollySiz )

This video is absolutely amazing. I see so many cool pole dancers online. It's not just dirty and kinky, it can be quite awesome to! And this video shows a bunch of women who tells us why THEY do pole dancing. Empowering... Show strength... So many reasons. I loved this video.

( Why I dance... )

As you probably are beyond aware of I hate 50 shades of Grey. I mean, I seriously hate that series of books. I do, however, love seeing things that mook them.

And this is one of those brilliant things mocking 50 shades of Grey. Pornstars. Telling you why 50 shades suck. And not in a good way. And why you should watch real porn instead. Absolutely brilliant. And hilarious at the same time. Who said pornstars didn't have a sense of humor. *lol*

( 5 reasons pornstars hate 50 shades of Grey )

This one is also quite awesome! A makeup tutorial for a 50 shades of Grey makeup. And, I have to say. The makeup looks quite nice. But what makes this whole tutorial is the narrating from the makeup artist. Absolutely brilliant! So cool makeup and a wonderful narration. Win-win!

( 50 shades of Grey makeup tutorial )

And now for something totally different. I know, since Peting told me that in Metal Gear Solid when playing that role playing game, you could have any kind of romantic relationships. Gay or straight. Which I found pretty cool. And then I stumbled upon this article about Dragon Age Inquisition. Apparently there's a transgender character in that game. Not playable, but still. He has a big role. And he... is a female to male transgender. Right, I thought. But then I looked at the clip in this article, and I have to admit. That seems to be a pretty cool character. To bad he isn't playable. He does have a decent fanbase though. I'm not surprised. ;-)

Read the article! And watch the clip! It's pretty cool!

Dragon Age Inquisition's Trans Character

Lastly I leave this. And this will have you crack up something fierce! You all know Helen Mirren, right? That is one FIERCE lady! SO AWESOME! I'm a huge fan. I love her so much! And the best part? Even though she is pretty much a Shakespearean actress with some serious roles behind her and being one of the big names in the industry... She is not afraid to make fun of herself. And that is EXACTLY what she is doing here with a huge smile on her face! I LOVED THIS! AND CAN NOT STOP LOOKING AT IT!!!

( Helen Mirren chats with Jimmy Fallon while sucking helium... )

And now, over and out!

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