KSena's Journal

OMG!

These two days have been INSANE! I am not even joking. o.O

I started my new job yesterday, which was fun and interesting. The need for a librarian at that place is HUGE! Not even joking. There's been this lady there that's not a librarian, and she's pretty much just made sure students can borrow books. Nothing more. That's not even half of what a school-librarian does!

The teachers are ecstatic that I'm there. The students are curious at me (librarian with tattoos and piercings, what? really?). And it's a nice place to be. Really. I think I could enjoy it there.

But.

Yesterday when I was going home, I got a call from a colleague of mine I used to work with. She is now head over all culture work in one part of the city. And they needed a librarian at another school. Full time until the end of December. She wanted me.

o.O * shocked *

Thing is, that offer is HUGELY better then the current one, let me tell you. At my current one, I am only guaranteed 4 hours a day. And they can only hire me a month at a time, and it'll probably end come summer. The other offer, I'll have a full time job until December. It's a no-brainer, really.

Still I feel shitty leaving the school I am currently at without a librarian. They haven't had a proper librarian for 3 years! THREE YEARS! That's NUTS! I am a bit at a shock as to why they haven't hired a librarian as a temporary replacement for the one that is ill in such a long time. Crazy, crazy...

We'll see what happens now I suppose. Going on an interview on Thursday for the better job, and after that? We'll see.

Keep your fingers crossed?

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... I created a LiveJournal.

Had I only known how much it would change my life, ups and downs, I would have thought twice about it.

I even named my first entry First Entry... It's HERE if you wanna see. I was writing much shorter entries back then. Short and quick. And I remember I shared a TON of memes and tests.

What happened to all that I wonder? It's not 'cool' to do anymore?

I wanted to do something special for my tenth year anniversary. Like... I don't know. Offer to write a ton of drabbles or something. Or... Maybe even do a giveaway or something...

But I really don't feel like it.

Lately I've tried to figure out why I don't want to post that much anymore. And the other day, I think I figured it out.

It's not LJ's fault. They've done nothing wrong in my book, just tried to develop the site to the best of their ability, and keep it alive and thriving.

But it's the negativity that has spread though the sites users like a plague. Because as soon as I say that I like LJ, I get negativity. As soon as LJ is doing anything, I see negativity. It seems like no matter what, there's negativity. No one even wants to give any changes a chance. And that makes me sad. Bottomless sad. :-/

LJ will continue to be my home though.

Ten years. I created my LJ in December 2003. Just months before, in September 2003 I meet peting73. I've had this LJ for as long as our relationship has lasted.

I've written about my struggles with the Sexmaster's society, the Student Union and it's pub, and writing my national masters thesis at the University here. About my friends and family. About the loss of my father, even if it happened before I got this LJ. About my struggles getting a job. About the job's I've had and lost. About the vampire-LARP and how I've been doing there. About my mixed feeling's about moving in with peting73, and later the fact that all went well. About losing my old friends that I grew up with. About becoming an aunt, and the joys with that. About my disease, Endometriosis, and the struggles with that. When we got engaged, right out of the blue. And my journey to get pregnant, even if I kept it very vague since we wanted to keep it a secret... And when we told, and I've never gotten that many comments on one single post... Birth of Alexandra, and my struggles being a new mom bottle feeding my baby girl...

Just... life. I've shared my life here. Every single detail. I've always been an open book, even in real life. Honest like few others. It's a warning I always give. Disgustingly honest person here. It goes both online and in real life that warning. My RL friends enjoy it, likes it, seem to want it... And I hope that those who have stuck around here on LJ do to.

I'll be here. Seems like nothing can drag my away from this place. I hope someone might take a moment to give me a comment here... Because I miss the discussions I've had in comments like I don't even know what. Used to get 5-15 comments a post... Now I'll be happy if I get two.

Things change. Life moves on.

But one thing's for sure. I'll be here. And continue to be here until the site finally closes down, if that ever happens...

Oh! And I changed my layout to what I can remember being the closest to what I used when I started using this site... Not exactly, but close enough.

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It's been a BUSY day today... o.O Wednesdays will be very very busy for us from now on out.

Because during the day, Alexandra is at the daycare center from 8am-1pm. Then home, and pack and prepare dinner. And then we leave for baby-swimming class at the swimming bath downtown between 4:25pm-4:55pm... She likes it, but damn is Alexandra exhausted after such a day.

Apparently, so am I. Because I am absolutely exhausted today. And let's not forget that my period started today bringing with it my menstrual cramps from HELL!*collapses in a pile*

While Alexandra has been at the daycare center yesterday and today I've been doing paperwork. URGH! I've ignored these piles of papers for too long, and much of it needs to get done ASAP if I am to get any help from the unemployment fund. So yeah. No choice. And it's A LOT!

But to make it a little bit more fun I've been watching movies. I borrowed two movies from the library that I watched yesterday and today, and I can whole heartedly recommend them both.

The first one that I watched yesterday was heart wrenchingly sad. And very beautiful. Boy in the striped pyjamas. I HIGHLY recommend it.

( Boy in the striped pyjamas trailer here! )

The other one, that I watched today was Searching for Sugar Man. And all I have to say to that one is... What an incredibly life story! And it's all true to! WOW!

( Searching for Sugar Man trailer here! )

I've been listening to that mans music all day long...

Which is still a good but sucky day. Try that on for size. :-P

My menstrual cramps are fucking me over like no tomorrow, but it's been fun to. Even though paperwork is seriously boring, it is still nice to sit there with your cup of tea by the TV with all them papers scattered around you without my daughter destroying them... Peace and quite. My cats, my papers, my phone and my TV. Until I get hired by the hour or get a more permanent job, that will most likely be what I'll be doing while Alexandra is at daycare. And maybe some housework to, who knows? :-)

I am still working on that mod-work for tokiohotelslash. I have started to go through all 900+ members in the members list. To check if there's any suspicious journals there. I started at... 968 members, I think? I am now down to 930 members. I send a PM-message (or comment) to each and everyone that I delete as members. ONE has asked to be a member again, since her empty LJ was only used to read fic. :-) Which is fine! But hard for me to see when I just check the journal. ;-) Anyway, telling that it has just been one. :-P I've gotten halfway through the letter C. This WILL take time. But I am confident I'll finish it now when I've started. It's not hard since it's easy to find all info needed on LJ's profiles. It's just dull work. :-P

Currently I am the only mod/owner of the community. But I might have a mod in the making. If she got the time for it. We'll see. It's always nice to have someone to discuss with. I don't mind doing the dull/heavy work after that. :-)

Anyway. Exhausted, so I'll just skip the mod-work tonight, and go to bed, I think... *HUGE YAWN*

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