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KSena

July 2018

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This is KSena

Usually a friendly sort. Be nice to me, and I am nice to you. Here I ramble on about me, life, work and fandoms. I am a fan of Robin of Sherwood, Xena: Warrior Princess, Buffy: the Vampire Slayer, Pirates of the Caribbean, Tokio Hotel and Sons of Anarchy. I don't apologize for anything I write here. This is my mind. And you entered it. Welcome.

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Feeling loads better. I still sound weird when I breath, but I don't feel like I have to work for every breath anymore. YAY! I can actually breath properly! And without taking much meds.

I did go out on an errand today to pick up some meds, just to see how my breathing works outside. And it worked moderately well.

So, I decided to go to work tomorrow. And Mr P is kind enough to drive both Alexandra to daycare and me to work, so YAY! That will help enormously to make sure my breathing keeps behaving. :-)

It's interesting with me getting colds before I was pregnancy and after my pregnancy...

Before my pregnancy I got a cold, my nose was stuffed for a day or two, and then I got a HORRIBLY cough that would last a week... or more. And then that was it.

Then I got pregnant with Alexandra and my body got NUTS!!!

Not only did it decide that I should be sensitive/lightly allergic to... animals. AKA, my cats. YOU KIDDING!?!??!?!? I've been living with cats my ENTIRE LIFE!!! Anyhow, my own cats I can stand well, so that is good.

AND! When I get a cold it follows the same pattern as before. Stuffy nose a day ro two. Then a HORRIBLE cough. With an added bonus. I have a hrad time getting a proper breath and I rattle and wheeze with EVERY breath I take. Loudly. Fun. I varies how long this lasts. The cough lasts longer these days though. *sigh*

This time that rattling and wheezing has lasted long. Since Monday, actually. It's still there, but not as much. It was REALLY bad Tusday and yesterday. And I had such a trouble taking a good breath to. It was long ago it was this bad, to be honest. I woke up two nights in a row from coughing and wheezing. *SIGH*

Now though I 'just' have the cough and a bit of an ache in my troath. It doesn't rattle and wheeze that bad anymore. Mr P can't hear it that well now. He could before. Clearly.

Anyway. Work tomorrow. We'll see how it goes. :-)

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Was sick last week with a fever. Nearly all week. Left work at lunch Tuesday and then stayed home all week. Alexandra was a dollface and gave mom the germ she'd battled the week before that. You gotta love kids.

So I was home with a fever for three days which totally knocked me out. I might not have had a fever for the rest of the week, but holy shit I was knocked out anyway. Thank heavens you're still allowed to leave your kid at the daycare centre during the day when you're sick. It's government run, so there's a bit of rules to follow. But yeah. I let Alexandra have a sleepin the days I was home though, and then I left her there before I went home and litterary collapsed on the couch.

Watched two movies while I was sick, Warm bodies (that was weird and midly amusing) and the remake of Robocop (surprisingly good, also YAY Joel Kinnaman!).

So basically I was of no use last week. No fever Sunday and I had my energy back, so I went to work yesterday. Which was fine apart from my clogged up ears, but that happens when you have been sick with fever and a cold. Fine most of today to... until my right ear ended up even MORE clogged up. Felt kinda like when you've been in a pool swimming to long, you know? And it hurts to and I can hardly hear anything on that ear. :-/ REALLY sucks!

Of course, after my ear ended up all weird, a whole class of students invaded the library. And after that, some obnoxious kids came over to. I ended up being called a lot of not so nice words. And I was accused of being a member of the swedish nationalist party (SD) and of being a racist. Really, boys? You're 15 years old. Grow the fuck up and listen to what people are saying before jumping to conclusions. And all that discussions and fight just because I wanted to know one of the kids names so I could lend him a book. But apparently telling me what your name is when asked means I'm a racist. *shakes head* Kids of today.

Another downer was that Tashés birthday came around the other day. I still think about her and wonder what if, what if, what if... I think I'll always wonder that. And I'm not sure I'll get any more news from her room-mate or about her son. Which kinda guts me, but there's nothing I can do.

She would have been 31 years old 28th of August.

I miss you, Tashé. So damn much. I hope, wherever you are, that you know that.

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This day and this weekend, I tell ya'.... Ugh...

It all started on Friday, really. During Thursday me and Alexandra had been out walking in the pouring rain, and apparently that was not a good idea for me... Alexandra was fine! No worries there. But to me it was not so fine...

Because I got a cold. And not just any cold. But the cold from Hell...

I haven't been that knocked out from a cold before, I am not even joking. [livejournal.com profile] peting73 was a doll all weekend and took full responsibility for Alexandra so I could relax and try to heal up.

And I got it all.Stuffed nose. Stuffed throat. Stuffed ears... Stuffed everywhere!

And then on Sunday? I couldn't breath properly. Not even joking. It was really heavy and tough to get a breath. :-/

Now a wise person would have gone to the ER right away, right? Well. I am not so very smart. I am my fathers daughter. Eh... It'll pass. But it didn't. And at 2pm I gave up, and called [livejournal.com profile] petingt73 to get the car home (he was at a park with Alexandra) so I could go to the ER.

Did so. Stressed place that. I got a special inhaler thing there and it cleared it up. Almost, but I figured hey! I can BREATH! X-D So I left and got home with a stop to the drugstore to get more of the inhaler, since I got a recipe for it. :-)

Great right? Well not. Because after I'd been home for... an hour, maybe? It got back. I had trouble breathing again! So I used the inhaler I now had at home. Only worked for a min or so. I know I took it to much, four times in just an afternoon, but... I really really didn't wanna go back to the ER. Instead I went to bed. But as soon as I put my head on the pillow, my throat pretty much closed up. o.O Or so it felt like.

Yay. Back to the ER I went! And now, since I'd sorta overdosed on the inhaler I had at home, they couldn't give me the good stuff. Instead they gave me a ton of other stuff... and nothing worked! Until 4am in the morning, when finally enough time had passed and they could give me that thing again. I COULD BREATH! OMG! Such a feeling... They kept me there a few hours more for observation, threatening to keep me for a few days (over Midsummer? OH HELL NO!). But at 10:30am in the morning... I could FINALLY go home! I had even slept some! :-)

Poor [livejournal.com profile] peting73 though. He stayed up until 4am Monday morning worried about me... Then had to get up at 5am and call his workmate to tell his mate he would not come in to work that day... and then Alexandra woke up at 6am... Ready for a new day!

To say he collapsed when I got home would be an understatement. :-P So we just lazed around all Monday pretty much. Doctors orders: Eat five of these pills each day for five days, use your inhaler four times a day for six days, drink plenty tea and water and RELAX! Oh, and those pills give you energy so take them all in the morning... And did we mention relax? *lol*

So that's what I did during Monday..

Fast forward to today, Tuesday.

Where I definitely did NOT follow the Doctors orders... o.O

Watch this:

Alexandra woke up at 6:15am, of course... Not all bad, since I had to start laundry at 7am sharp. So up we went, and got new diaper and both of us dressed. Sorted laundry (A LOT!) and found the baby carrier so I could carry all the laundry and Alexandra down stairs to the basement where our laundry room is. (Alexandra who now weighs about 9 kilos, I might add... HEAVY!) Got down stairs just in time and started two loads of laundry, carried Alexandra up stairs and got morning porridge in her... or so I thought since she was in a MOOD and threw it around, so she only got half if it in her belly. Then we went downstairs to the basement, this time carrying the diaper bag and Alexandra and changed the loads and got the clean stuff in the drier. Then we went to Open Preschool that had their last day today before summer vacations and all that + Midsummer celebration for kids all ages. So we got to our usual bus-stop. Just to find out the quick bus is canceled during summer. Crap. So another buss and off we go.

At this point, it's only 9am.

We got to the Midsummer celebration just in time! Got a message from [livejournal.com profile] peting73 saying he might get home early from work since he is not totally OK. So I texted him back telling him all the stuff I'd been doing in the morning, sorta proud!

Got back kinda Oh woe is me, I can not be sick, everything is always worse for you, sorry I might destroy our midsummer-vacation-trip-thing, since I just about puked during breakfast-break at work...

Me: *FACE-PALM!*

So I called him up and we dealt with misunderstanding.

Onwards.

Got nice strawberries and ice cream at the Midsummer-celebration at Open Preschool and then we went home!

Dealt with laundry so everything was hanging up to get dry or in the dryer.

Up to the apartment and getting more food in Alexandra. Then [livejournal.com profile] peting73 came home, went straight to bed, still in a mood and not feeling to great.

Took a seat in the couch. Alexandra asleep for two hours (!).

Down to get the laundry. A bit late, so the next person is already there, but she was fine with me being late. Lovely woman!

Folded and got all the laundry ready and then carried all that plus Alexandra in the baby carrier upstairs! (PHEW!)

It's 4pm at this point.

[livejournal.com profile] peting73 all mopey, food what, don't wanna cook don't wanna do anything...

So I got all the flowers drenched in water so they'll be fine while we are gone and then set to preparing dinner while I told [livejournal.com profile] peting73 to go shop baby-food since we'll need it during our trip. I can't cook baby-food for Alexandra then.

5pm I feed Alexandra and 5:30pm [livejournal.com profile] peting73 comes home. Now annoyed he didn't get food BEFORE going grocery shopping. *FACE-PALM!* He is still feeling sick. He goes to lay on the couch after dinner. Me I deal with Alexandra and trying to get all the clothes that I'd folded put away.

Success with half of it! Then time to get Alexandra a bath so she'll be clean and nice for trip. [livejournal.com profile] peting73 still on couch slightly sick don't wanna...

Right! Me do! And does so successfully at 6:30pm. Alexandra loves it! So she gets a long bath and then her pajamas on + diaper and then she sits in [livejournal.com profile] peting73's lap a bit while I prepare her evening porridge. She eats well, but is very tired. [livejournal.com profile] peting73 still on couch. Now asleep. AGAIN!

Nature calls for me just when Alexandra is done, prompting a HUGE bout of crying from Miss [livejournal.com profile] mini_viking waking [livejournal.com profile] peting73 up so he deals with her for a bit until I can again. I take Alexandra with me and let her fall asleep in my lap and take a breather.

PHEW!

What a day!

And tomorrow? Tomorrow we are finally going on that trip! :-D Because now [livejournal.com profile] peting73 is fine. :-) Whatever sickness he got it passed during the day, so this evening? Fine. So there will be a trip tomorrow.

Plan is set and will go as follow...
  • Tomorrow: Drive to my aunts for the HUGE family gathering / Pre-Midsummer party she arranges every single year! There'll be around 25-30 people there or so, all of us related in one way or another to each other or married into the family. :-) (2 hour drive.)


  • Then drive on for 3 hours more to a small city where we'll stay at the main hotel and sleep.


  • 21st, Midsummer Eve: We'll get up when Alexandra wakes up and drive on towards [livejournal.com profile] peting73s best friend for another... Maybe 4 hour drive or so? And then celebrate Midsummer's Eve with him and his family and some more friends! We'll sleep at theirs that night.


  • 22nd, Midsummer Day: We'll spend some more time with [livejournal.com profile] peting73s best friend and his family, before we leave. Drive for about 4 hours or so and then stay in another city this time and stay at one of their hotels and spend the night there.


  • 23ed: Wake up with Alexandra. Get ready and drive home the last 4 hours on the road...

It'll be an interesting experience for sure to make such a huge trip with Alexandra... But we've prepared as much as possible, so I am quite confident it'll be fine. She don't mind going in the car, and I'll bring toys and such for her to play with, not to mention plenty food and water. :-) So I am quite hopefull for the trip. And it'll be great to meet everyone of course! :-D

Right. I should go to bed. It's quite the day we have ahead of us tomorrow!

HAVE A GREAT MIDSUMMER IF YOU CELEBRATE IT, PEOPLE!

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Gotta say, doing these smut-challenges works out very well. :-) I check what the next challenge is, and then I walk around and think on it during the day when taking care of Alexandra and just every day stuff... The thought matures and then during the evening/night I write it down quite quickly. I am having fun! Who thought writing would be fun for me, eh? At least with these I don't have to bother with plots. I suck at plots. I really really do. :-P

Apart from that, life just... moves on really. We've gotten sick (again) me, Alexandra and [livejournal.com profile] peting73. Not so badly this time, but annoying none the less. We've ended up with a really sucky cold all three of us. Coughing, sniffling the works. Alexandra even had a fewer one day. :-P Us two adults didn't have that, but... Yeah. [livejournal.com profile] peting73 sounds like he's been living on whiskey and cigars for his whole life... What a voice the man got over night! o.O Me I am sneezing constantly with a drippy nose. FUN TIMES! Alexandra both coughs and sneezes. And HATE it when I try helping her with her nose using the nasal aspirator NoseFrida. It is very VERY effective and sure helps her so she breaths more freely, but when I use it she screams bloody murder, and I feel like a horrible mom. :-P I hope I'll be forgiven once she is old enough to actually blow her nose herself...

This whole thing has kept us home though. No sing-a-longs at the library, no Open Preschool and no Baby Swimming class. Which is both good and bad. I mean, it is a bit boring for Alexandra perhaps to not be around other kids. She seems happy enough though talking to her toys... AND! Good part! I've managed to spring clean the ENTIRE apartment! o.O And that includes cleaning ALL THE WINDOWS! I am just... shocked.

Now, I hate cleaning with a passion, but lately I've started to follow the emails and reading on the website FlyLady... Now, the website might look a wee bit silly and all, but much of what it says there is making sense. I know I've been one of those that wants everything "perfect" because mom did it just so, then I have to as well, dammit! And then I can't make it and then I start to think stupid things about myself and my cleaning abilities. :-P But reading the daily emails really start to make a dent in my thinking. I don't have to be perfect. I don't have to be my mom when cleaning. Doing it differently is not a bad thing. Etc, etc... And you know? When I did my spring-cleaning this time it went SO MUCH FASTER then usual! Mostly because I changed my way of thinking. I am kinda surprised.

The only bad thing with that site and their emails is all the God this and God that, bless this and bless that, pray for this and pray for that and such things... I am an atheist, so that just don't mean anything to me really... and what about those of other fates? *grump* Anyway, I just skip all the religious parts in the emails and on the site, and focus on the good stuff. Which there is a lot of to. :-)

So cleaning is slowly, ever so slowly turning into less of a guilty negative thing for me and slowly, slowly turning into something close to fun. Who'd have thought?

Back to fandom stuff.

Can we all just take a deep sigh of RELIEF that there is no more Musical March Madness? I mean, OMG the drama and the fail and the negativity and I don't even know what... *head-desk*

I mean, sure... I didn't vote that much (OMG! BAD FAN MOMENT!), and yeah... To bad we didn't get to the final, but really... I would be just as happy if Tokio Hotel never ever ended up in that stupid competition again.

I'll just sit here and focus on the good part in the fandom instead. Like the G's actually showing them selfs on Twitter and on Facebook (GUSTAV! YOU ARE GLORIOUS! AND GEORG! YOU NEED A MUSCLE-CAR NOW TO MATCH YOUR HAIR!) and the twins being silly and almost as awesome on that silly DSDS show. :-) It is good to be a TH fan these days. (At least most of the time...)

Also, I need update a shitload of photos to Alexandras LJ one of these days... not to mention getting a photo of our tattoos, dammit. It is way overdue. :-P

Over and out!

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I don't know what is going on with my body, but geez...

Yep. If you follow me on Twitter, you know it already, but I had one of those fun nights last night. That is, me bucket and toilette... All night. >.< Ugh...

I think I got this bug from Alexandra. We were alone Saturday night me and Alexandra, since it was [livejournal.com profile] peting73s turn to go to the LARP. We had a good time, and she was a really good girl. Until the evening...

First she threw up while I was feeding her her evening porridge, and then she threw up in her bed in the middle of the night around 1am. (And wasn't that fun, having to clean out both the bed and the baby and then try to get her to sleep again...) I know that babies can get a bit upset in their stomachs when they get teeth, and well... Alexandra is just in that age where she is getting her teeth. The two front teeth in the bottom is half-way emerged, so I guess it is the two front teeth in the top of her jaw that is giving her grief right now.

I didn't think much about it... but then last night, I felt weird and then from around 10pm in the evening I had my fun in the bathroom about every half hour to an hour... Bah!

That means I've had an upset stomach THREE TIMES in about two months!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, GAWD DAMMIT!

And Alexandra is happy as pie, of course. Ones she is done throwing up, she is as active as ever and has no problems what so ever. I wish I could work like that to. *sigh*

Thank gawd [livejournal.com profile] peting73 stayed home from work today to take care of Alexandra so I could rest.

At least now, in the evening, I am back to myself. So I say a nice long night, and I'll be fit for fight again.

No more now though, kthxplx?

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