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I don’t even know where to start. Safe to say… It’s the end of this school term. So everything is just… Insane! Meaning I’m constantly stressed the hell out. :-/
Had a meeting with my boss not that long ago, and I told her it doesn’t feel like I’m doing a good job this school term. Feels like I’m constantly failing. I want to do so much… But I feel as if I’m not enough. That I’d be able to do so much more if only…. :-P
My boss, bless her, bascilly told me I’m idiot but in much nicer terms when she came to visit me. I think she noticed that I’d probably had had it by now.
And I have. Because end of school term does not mean less work for me. Oh no! Then it’s time for…
The summer reading program!!!!
*dies* *SIGH* And in my school and the schools around here it’s called The Summerbookclub! Meaning, the kids have to read six books, report them in in a special folder, and when the school starts again after summer, they get a little FIKA party with something sweet to eat and a gift (usually book or something book-related).
All well and good. It’s just that all of that needs to be prepared. The folders need to be ordered. All of that. Preferabley some time ahead. That hasn’t happened this year. This year everything is planned and ordred with VERY little time to spare. No time to spare, to be honest. :-P
And it pisses me the fuck off. I don’t feel that good when such things happen. I need things to be preplanned before hand. So I know I have what I need before I present the whole thing for the kids at the school. This? Is to freaking stressful.
And it’s all well and good on my colleagues schools. They only have kids from the age if six to the age of twelve. I have about twice the amount of kids/teens at my school and they run from the age of six to the age of 15… A WEEE bit of difference there. :-P
Ugh. :-P
Anyone tells me it is a relaxed job to work as a school-librarian I’m going to punch in the face!
And to top it off, I found out about the bomb at the Ariana Grande concert in Manchester, UK. WTH?!?!?! I just… I got no words for that.
So if you follow me elsewhere, you have to excuse my low mood these days. Work and world, I tell you…
This entry is crossposted between LJ and DW. Comment where you are comfortable.
Had a meeting with my boss not that long ago, and I told her it doesn’t feel like I’m doing a good job this school term. Feels like I’m constantly failing. I want to do so much… But I feel as if I’m not enough. That I’d be able to do so much more if only…. :-P
My boss, bless her, bascilly told me I’m idiot but in much nicer terms when she came to visit me. I think she noticed that I’d probably had had it by now.
And I have. Because end of school term does not mean less work for me. Oh no! Then it’s time for…
The summer reading program!!!!
*dies* *SIGH* And in my school and the schools around here it’s called The Summerbookclub! Meaning, the kids have to read six books, report them in in a special folder, and when the school starts again after summer, they get a little FIKA party with something sweet to eat and a gift (usually book or something book-related).
All well and good. It’s just that all of that needs to be prepared. The folders need to be ordered. All of that. Preferabley some time ahead. That hasn’t happened this year. This year everything is planned and ordred with VERY little time to spare. No time to spare, to be honest. :-P
And it pisses me the fuck off. I don’t feel that good when such things happen. I need things to be preplanned before hand. So I know I have what I need before I present the whole thing for the kids at the school. This? Is to freaking stressful.
And it’s all well and good on my colleagues schools. They only have kids from the age if six to the age of twelve. I have about twice the amount of kids/teens at my school and they run from the age of six to the age of 15… A WEEE bit of difference there. :-P
Ugh. :-P
Anyone tells me it is a relaxed job to work as a school-librarian I’m going to punch in the face!
And to top it off, I found out about the bomb at the Ariana Grande concert in Manchester, UK. WTH?!?!?! I just… I got no words for that.
So if you follow me elsewhere, you have to excuse my low mood these days. Work and world, I tell you…
This entry is crossposted between LJ and DW. Comment where you are comfortable.
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Date: 2017-05-23 11:28 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2017-05-27 10:07 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2017-05-25 03:50 am (UTC)But, yeah, you've got so much going on. :(
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Date: 2017-05-27 10:10 pm (UTC)That we do it this way is just because in the area where 'my' school is, the reading ability is extremly low. It's the 'ghetto' of the city, so to speak. Borås is a small city compared to US ones, but the problems are there. So it's a lot of work, and the summer reading program is one part of it.
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Date: 2017-05-28 03:29 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2017-05-30 12:41 pm (UTC)