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You know what? I've been thinking back and forth about doing this post or not, but then... I just thought what the hell, and here we are.
I am disgustingly honest after all.
Warning! If you have a problem with Real People Slash though... you should probably skip this first part of the post.
That said...
WHAT THE FLYING FUCK?!??!
OK, I am DONE with shutting up. I KNOW I haven't been in the Tokio Hotel fandom as long as other fans... I KNOW I am older then most. I know! That alone makes me feel that I am not "good enough" as a fan. :-/ And now? Well I feel even more worthless as a fan.
And why, you might ask?
Because instead of being like the majority of the fandom and have a thing for reading about the twins aka reading twincest... and having Bill and Tom Kaulitz as my favorites... I, on the other hand, have a thing for reading fanfic about Georg and Gustav (with each other or one of the twins)... Georg and Gustav are my favorites.
But them G's are apparently not good enough, are they? It is SO often I feel the need the defend myself when I say that Bill is the least of my favorite in the band. It is insane! Yeah, I like him to. Of course I do! I love the entire band! But I have favorites, don't I? Everyone does. But to not put Bill or Tom at the top of the list is apparently Not OK. :-/ And if you don't, you gotta defend yourself. BAH!
Is it a wonder that in the solo-interview that Gustav did, he didn't even think any fans scream for him... Gawd, I just want to give the young man a hug. Dude, you got fans to... even though I do wonder sometimes about what some of the fans says about you and Georg... :-/ I just want to jump to your defense then, but at the same time not start a drama...
And there is the problem of it all, isn't it? Why do I have to DEFEND MYSELF for liking the G's more then the Twins? And why do I have to feel UNCOMFORTABLE saying I like the G's more then the Twins? That is just fucked up. It is THE SAME BAND! There would be no Tokio Hotel without the G's.... OR the Twins... They are a team, those four. A team and friends. Why can't all fans just.... Let everyone like whatever in the fandom, eh?
Gah!
Sorry about rambling. :-P I just had to get that off my chest. If you want to discuss in comments do, but keep it sorta civil, eh?
And here is a photo of them boys that I just rambled about.... just for the hell of it.
(Can click for HQ if you want...)
And now when I am done with that... have some more meme...
Day 01 - Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 - Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Uhu? My favorite birthday? Hmm... I... don't know? I like all my birthdays really. Can't say I have a favorite as such. Every fifth year is a bit extra fun, since then my HUGE extended family come in full force. Meaning there is a party for about 50 people or so... (I really do have a HUGE extended family.) So, yeah. I'd have to say every fifth year is a bit extra fun. :-) Meaning next year, when I turn 35, things will get crazy and fun again with a huge party! :-D
I am disgustingly honest after all.
Warning! If you have a problem with Real People Slash though... you should probably skip this first part of the post.
That said...
WHAT THE FLYING FUCK?!??!
OK, I am DONE with shutting up. I KNOW I haven't been in the Tokio Hotel fandom as long as other fans... I KNOW I am older then most. I know! That alone makes me feel that I am not "good enough" as a fan. :-/ And now? Well I feel even more worthless as a fan.
And why, you might ask?
Because instead of being like the majority of the fandom and have a thing for reading about the twins aka reading twincest... and having Bill and Tom Kaulitz as my favorites... I, on the other hand, have a thing for reading fanfic about Georg and Gustav (with each other or one of the twins)... Georg and Gustav are my favorites.
But them G's are apparently not good enough, are they? It is SO often I feel the need the defend myself when I say that Bill is the least of my favorite in the band. It is insane! Yeah, I like him to. Of course I do! I love the entire band! But I have favorites, don't I? Everyone does. But to not put Bill or Tom at the top of the list is apparently Not OK. :-/ And if you don't, you gotta defend yourself. BAH!
Is it a wonder that in the solo-interview that Gustav did, he didn't even think any fans scream for him... Gawd, I just want to give the young man a hug. Dude, you got fans to... even though I do wonder sometimes about what some of the fans says about you and Georg... :-/ I just want to jump to your defense then, but at the same time not start a drama...
And there is the problem of it all, isn't it? Why do I have to DEFEND MYSELF for liking the G's more then the Twins? And why do I have to feel UNCOMFORTABLE saying I like the G's more then the Twins? That is just fucked up. It is THE SAME BAND! There would be no Tokio Hotel without the G's.... OR the Twins... They are a team, those four. A team and friends. Why can't all fans just.... Let everyone like whatever in the fandom, eh?
Gah!
Sorry about rambling. :-P I just had to get that off my chest. If you want to discuss in comments do, but keep it sorta civil, eh?
And here is a photo of them boys that I just rambled about.... just for the hell of it.
(Can click for HQ if you want...)
And now when I am done with that... have some more meme...
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Uhu? My favorite birthday? Hmm... I... don't know? I like all my birthdays really. Can't say I have a favorite as such. Every fifth year is a bit extra fun, since then my HUGE extended family come in full force. Meaning there is a party for about 50 people or so... (I really do have a HUGE extended family.) So, yeah. I'd have to say every fifth year is a bit extra fun. :-) Meaning next year, when I turn 35, things will get crazy and fun again with a huge party! :-D
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Date: 2011-10-10 10:24 pm (UTC)MY.
GAWD...
o.O
You took my favourite prompt. The one I REALLY wanted written... but had the least hope of ANYONE taking... And you, who are such a brilliant writer not to mention artist... is writing it... and has a slutty Gustav in there...
Shit girl...
Marry me?
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Date: 2011-10-10 10:32 pm (UTC)Haha. But they're two different fics actually. One Gustav-centric fic, in which Gustav has sex with just about everyone - while his heart only beats for a certain someone that will not be named yet... ;) And the other one is the jail-one, which will probably take a little longer to get completed. But whenever I feel like writing something darker, I'll work on that one, promise :D Hehe.
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Date: 2011-10-10 10:47 pm (UTC)Day = made. Fuck, WEEK = made!!!!And now she not only says she is writing the prison-fic... She is writing TWO fics... Prison-fic + Slutty Gustav....
I'll never live this down...
*melts and dies*
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Date: 2011-10-10 10:52 pm (UTC)And I actually have ANOTHER fic in planning that's also gonna be sort of dark-ish. I haven't decided for the main pairing yet, though. I was gonna make it unrelated twincest but after recent discussions, I've sort of decided not to write the twins again if it's possible to use another pairing instead, so... yeah. Basically I'm torn between Biorg and TWC and only know that there will definitely be Billshido. But... who knows? I might change the pairings completely! XD
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Date: 2011-10-10 11:05 pm (UTC)Man, oh man... I am all excited now... If you ever need any help with writing or anything... Not beta-work obviously, but someone to discuss plot with or anything... You know where I am. :-) I love feeding other peoples muses... It's like roleplaying but not. *lol*
*sits on edge of seat...*
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Date: 2011-10-10 11:08 pm (UTC)Definitely! If I ever need brainstorming help, I'll let you know ;)
Haha <3 Well, I'll finish the HP crossovers first, but when I'm done with them, the first slut!Gustav chapter should be posted pretty soon... :D
Oh!! And I need to update GCBC. *facepalm* Your mere presence always reminds me of that. XD
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Date: 2011-10-11 10:07 am (UTC)So much goodness to look forward to from your wonderful brain! Can't wait!
And then there is the ever awesome GCBC... That fic, my gawd... I love it so. :-D
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Date: 2011-10-11 10:09 am (UTC):D Thank youuu ♥
As for Good Cop Bad Cop, we're currently editing the sequel, so that we can start posting that on Friday ;D
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Date: 2011-10-11 10:28 am (UTC)And sequel! WOHOO! *does happy dance*