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KSena

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This is KSena

Usually a friendly sort. Be nice to me, and I am nice to you. Here I ramble on about me, life, work and fandoms. I am a fan of Robin of Sherwood, Xena: Warrior Princess, Buffy: the Vampire Slayer, Pirates of the Caribbean, Tokio Hotel and Sons of Anarchy. I don't apologize for anything I write here. This is my mind. And you entered it. Welcome.

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I nearly never do these Writers block thingies, but hey.... Since everyone has posted such BRILLIANT songs in there LJ's lately, I figured I would to.

And this song means so damn much to me, you have no idea. It is not that I am a huge fan of Christina Aguilera. I am not. She got a brilliant voice, but so does many other singers. And I like some of her other songs, for sure. I like music. Period. But this song? First time I heard it almost broke down crying. Because it really spoke to me, you know? It still does. Why? Because I was really badly bullied for 7 or 8 years in school. It started when I was just 8 years old. I can still remember that day. Thats 25 years ago.... And always for how I locked. How fat I was. How disgusting I was. That I shouldn't exist.... Thank gawd I meet [livejournal.com profile] spicehobbit when we were 13. But that still leaves scars, you know. Scars I at times fight with to this day.

So this song... Beautiful... It is filling me with such joy, happiness and hope every time I hear it, you have no idea. I love it. I adore it. And I can't get enough of it.

So... Yeah. With that, I give you Christina Augileras song Beautiful. Listen to it. Listen to every fucking word. Look at every fucking image in the music vid. Look. Listen. And think twice.


Christina Aguilera - Beautiful (Official Music Video) - The top video clips of the week are here

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Date: 2010-07-10 02:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ruchirahni.livejournal.com
Yeah I wasn't so sure what her deal was, because when she first came out she was this pop sensation and then all of a sudden she became this really slutty looking figure. But I think I had always liked her and when this song came out, I liked her even more.

Kids can be so mean. I got bullied in middle school I think, and it was terrible- but nowadays it's even worse if that's possible. Nowadays it extends to the internet, and text messaging, and facebook, and stuff. At least when we were kids we could go home and escape to books and best friends but in the era of the internet it follows those kids home. :(

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Date: 2010-07-11 07:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kseenaa.livejournal.com
Oh, that is very true. Bullying can be really mean today. :-/ There are good things with the internet, for sure, but that part is really really bad. :-/ I am glad it wasn't like that when I was a kid. Its like a teacher at the school where I worked at the library said... Things have gone so so much harsher these days. Kids has turned harder around the edges as it were....

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Date: 2010-07-12 02:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ruchirahni.livejournal.com
i'm sure people thought that in our day and age too though. still though... the suicide rate due to bullying is way up. and that's one of the most horrible things i could imagine.

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Date: 2010-07-13 10:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kseenaa.livejournal.com
Oh yes... :-/ It is. It really really is. *hugs*

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