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KSena

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This is KSena

Usually a friendly sort. Be nice to me, and I am nice to you. Here I ramble on about me, life, work and fandoms. I am a fan of Robin of Sherwood, Xena: Warrior Princess, Buffy: the Vampire Slayer, Pirates of the Caribbean, Tokio Hotel and Sons of Anarchy. I don't apologize for anything I write here. This is my mind. And you entered it. Welcome.

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I nearly never do these Writers block thingies, but hey.... Since everyone has posted such BRILLIANT songs in there LJ's lately, I figured I would to.

And this song means so damn much to me, you have no idea. It is not that I am a huge fan of Christina Aguilera. I am not. She got a brilliant voice, but so does many other singers. And I like some of her other songs, for sure. I like music. Period. But this song? First time I heard it almost broke down crying. Because it really spoke to me, you know? It still does. Why? Because I was really badly bullied for 7 or 8 years in school. It started when I was just 8 years old. I can still remember that day. Thats 25 years ago.... And always for how I locked. How fat I was. How disgusting I was. That I shouldn't exist.... Thank gawd I meet [livejournal.com profile] spicehobbit when we were 13. But that still leaves scars, you know. Scars I at times fight with to this day.

So this song... Beautiful... It is filling me with such joy, happiness and hope every time I hear it, you have no idea. I love it. I adore it. And I can't get enough of it.

So... Yeah. With that, I give you Christina Augileras song Beautiful. Listen to it. Listen to every fucking word. Look at every fucking image in the music vid. Look. Listen. And think twice.


Christina Aguilera - Beautiful (Official Music Video) - The top video clips of the week are here

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Date: 2010-07-08 10:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] steinsgrrl.livejournal.com
I'm completely with you. The first time I heard this song, it touched me. The first time I saw the video, I bawled. All for the same reason as you. The scars are huge and mostly still pretty tender but oh yeah, this song. <3

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Date: 2010-07-09 09:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kseenaa.livejournal.com
But at least they are scars, and not open wounds. I am proud of myself today. And have turned my experiences into a sort of strength. The scars will always be there, of course. But I can live with them today. :-) This song just reminds me that, yes. It is possible to stand up and be strong despite everything. And I have done just that. :-)

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