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Been lazy today. Went to my love yesterday when I came home. Had an intresting night, so to speak. :-D And today we have been lazy, basiclly. His mom came to visit. She is a really cool lady. I like her alot. And then we watched some TV and planned how to fit my furniture in his apartment when I am moving in. He is soon done fixing it up. So, I guess I wont live in this apartment for a year, even... Odd. I am looking forward to move in with him, but it is scaring me also. I am afraid that once we move in with each other, we'll start fighting over silly things. I have told my love this, and he agreed that we might fight now and then, but that it wouldn't make him love me less, and that we had to talk about it, if we had a fight. After that talk, it felt better, to say the least. I am a bit worried still, but I am looking forward to it much more now. I swear, there is no man like him. I love him so....
Right. Enough about my love-life. Sorry about it, I know I write to much about it. I guess you'll have to live with it or ignore it.
About this friday and saturday, I can say that they were nice. Very nice. I went to my mother and brother by train. First to my mother. She has a hired hand now that is doing a paint-job on her windows. It looks great, and was a bit overdue. It isn't easy for her to take care of a big house all by herself. But she is doing a good job. And as soon there is a problem with the house she finds someone that can help her. I am so proud of her. And I know my father would be to.
On friday evning we went to my brother. The whole family was there, my aunts and uncles and some of my cousins. It was great. To me family is very important and I really like seeing them now and then. Lots of great food that my brothers fiancé had prepared. She is great. I really like her. So does my mom. She said that when my brother meet his fiancé and moved in with her, she said that "I didn't lose my son, I gained another daughter". She fits perfectly in my family. At least the half that works with farms and such. Her family is nice to, but my mother sometimes feels like they are trying to take my brother from her. I am sure this is not so, but sometimes they do odd things, that nearly makes me believe it as well. Nothing like it has happend for a long time now, so I guess they camled down. It was worst right after my father died. I guess they felt like they needed to take care of my brother then, and didn't give mom much of a chance. This depressed her, of course, and I think it stills stings. Poor mom. She is so lonely. The good thing about her, is that she is not that kind of widow that sits in her house feeling sorry for herself. Oh no. She is out dancing with her sister. Takes courses in differnt kinds of dancing. (The current favorite is line-dancing.) Goes shopping. Takes care of her house. Spends time with fathers old friends. I am so proud of her. She is a cool lady. She has also helped me alot finacially during my time as a student. There is no words for how talkful I am for that. She on the other hand just shrugs it of and says its a "mom-thing". *smiles*
Gosh! This turned out to be a long rant. I hope someone had the patient to read it all.
Now I am off to bed!
Right. Enough about my love-life. Sorry about it, I know I write to much about it. I guess you'll have to live with it or ignore it.
About this friday and saturday, I can say that they were nice. Very nice. I went to my mother and brother by train. First to my mother. She has a hired hand now that is doing a paint-job on her windows. It looks great, and was a bit overdue. It isn't easy for her to take care of a big house all by herself. But she is doing a good job. And as soon there is a problem with the house she finds someone that can help her. I am so proud of her. And I know my father would be to.
On friday evning we went to my brother. The whole family was there, my aunts and uncles and some of my cousins. It was great. To me family is very important and I really like seeing them now and then. Lots of great food that my brothers fiancé had prepared. She is great. I really like her. So does my mom. She said that when my brother meet his fiancé and moved in with her, she said that "I didn't lose my son, I gained another daughter". She fits perfectly in my family. At least the half that works with farms and such. Her family is nice to, but my mother sometimes feels like they are trying to take my brother from her. I am sure this is not so, but sometimes they do odd things, that nearly makes me believe it as well. Nothing like it has happend for a long time now, so I guess they camled down. It was worst right after my father died. I guess they felt like they needed to take care of my brother then, and didn't give mom much of a chance. This depressed her, of course, and I think it stills stings. Poor mom. She is so lonely. The good thing about her, is that she is not that kind of widow that sits in her house feeling sorry for herself. Oh no. She is out dancing with her sister. Takes courses in differnt kinds of dancing. (The current favorite is line-dancing.) Goes shopping. Takes care of her house. Spends time with fathers old friends. I am so proud of her. She is a cool lady. She has also helped me alot finacially during my time as a student. There is no words for how talkful I am for that. She on the other hand just shrugs it of and says its a "mom-thing". *smiles*
Gosh! This turned out to be a long rant. I hope someone had the patient to read it all.
Now I am off to bed!
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