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KSena

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This is KSena

Usually a friendly sort. Be nice to me, and I am nice to you. Here I ramble on about me, life, work and fandoms. I am a fan of Robin of Sherwood, Xena: Warrior Princess, Buffy: the Vampire Slayer, Pirates of the Caribbean, Tokio Hotel and Sons of Anarchy. I don't apologize for anything I write here. This is my mind. And you entered it. Welcome.

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Can I just say HOLY FUCKING SHIT IN THE OCEAN?!?!?!?! o.O Now I've been part of friending memes before, many times. But I've never EVER been a part of one that has taken off like this. My flist is BURSTING! Geezes, fuck! o.O

Excuse the language, but yeah... o.O Circling the wagon -friending meme rocked my socks off!

Anyway, so part of the deal was to make a post about myself, so here goes... I'll excuse my wordiness right away.

So we begin.. )

Education and work…. )

Family... )

Fandoms... )

Hobbies... )

And I… think that’s it. Props to you if you got through all that. Told you I was wordy! X-D

If you got any questions, I’ll be happy to answer. :-) I really am an open book.

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Oh my gosh, how to sum up everything that has happened?!?!

My busy summer I've told you about just keeps continuing. I thought you were supposed to take it easy during the summer, right? When you're off from work and everything? For me, not so much.

Although, I've had A LOT of fun to!

Let's start with the Fallout LARP in this post. :-)

And let me start with saying: It was AMAZING! :-D I had so much fun! It seems to be how it works with that LARP. *lol*

Only sad thing really was that J, my sweet friend, had told me he wouldn’t come to the LARP. Which was sad really, since his character has been very important to the LARP and this was the last time we’d be at this area.

The military training area we’ve been at for six years now is going to be demolished. It’s a perfect place to LARP at, especially a post-apocalyptic LARP.

So it was a bit sad that he wasn’t going to be there for the last LARP in the area…

But… He was. X-D Only briefly, but he scared the crap out of me! Damn him!

My character, Katya, has had one hell of a character-development! First year I played her she was the hooker everyone payed to get to beat up… The BDSM-hooker she was called. Next year she still was, and also an alcoholic since she’d seen her ex-husband get infected by nuclear waste and get killed. During that LARP however, she got better and ended up in a relationship with J’s character, the sheriff of the little village.

Then there was two years when I couldn’t come, since I was pregnant and then they had the LARP right on Alexandra’s first birthday. *lol*

But during those years I had Katya write love letters to J’s character Alexander. And, with the GM’s blessing, I had her go on a journey to find a cure for J’s character (there’s A LOT of weird shit going on with that character…).

When she returned to the village (and I could join the LARP again last year), she’d ended up knowledgable in healing herbs and now lived openly with J’s character Alexander. She ended up helping to stop a disease spread in the village and asking for Alexander’s hand in marriage that year and they traded rings that she bought for what little cap she’d managed to save up. Katya also befriended the woman running the bar/brothel, a business she’d once helped start up with the previous owner. Said woman ended up infected with nuclear waste and started to turn into a ghoul…

Which brings us to this year!

This year Katya had ended up the owner of the bar/brothel The Lucky Shot! In other words, she was the richest woman in the village! Only one richer than her was the owner of the barbecue/grill/foodstation.

Katya doesn’t ‘work’ in the brothel as such, but she has given a better deal to the hookers under her care than the deal she worked under once when she’d been at the bottom. When the LARP started there were no hookers at all. The first one that asked for a job at the brothel was a young man (it was the guys first LARP to!), and after a trial run from Katya, he got the job. Softspoken, a tease and a fun guy, he soon got popular. Then a woman came as well, asking for a job while she was looking for a man when only knowing his first name. Katya and her employees became pretty good friends. And they thought she was a fair employer as well.

There was A LOT going on during the LARP, HOLY HELL!!! I could write a novel (and did, in swedish, to remember for next year).

But to sum up what affected Katya the most was that…

Alexander, who had both started to turn violent against her and started to withdraw from her, was on a mission to look for mindless ghouls and beta-creatures around the village. He did come to visit her on occasion and acted very creepy and strange one minute and then was the sweetest thing the next (damn you, J!!! scared the CRAP out of me!!! you’re too good a LARPer!!!). Talked in riddles and made Katya really worried about him.

Her male hooker ended up in trouble with the Children of the Night Cathedral that had taken over the law, and she tried to help him to the best of her ability. It made them closer friends, especially after he ended up finding out his brother was a traitor and a cannibal… Said brother was later executed (it was that guys first LARP to!!!). Very dramatic.

She also helped her other hooker, the woman. She did find the man she was looking for. Her son, it turned out. AFTER he’d paid to have sex with her. Oops! As it were though, Katya had nearly done the same thing, years and years ago, when she found her own adult son. A son now traveling on caravans to find supplies for the village. They both bonded over their situation, and became closer friends to.

Alexander eventually disappeared out in the woods again, to Katya’s sadness. The village ended up under a great treat. King Carl, an immortal cannibal (a ghoul with his wits still with him?) and his HORDE of cannibals were coming for the village. Over 300 men. The village is small and does not have protection enough for that. So it was decided to abandon the village. Katya had tried to talk Alexander into coming, but he was determined to stay, that he WAS the village… (creepy much…).

There were two fractions of small armed forces that was leaving the village and offered the villagers a place with them for protection. Children of the Night Cathedral, a group of fanatic believers that shunned all light and loved darkness (pretty much twisting christianity into something seriously perverted) and The University, which was a group of armed scholars pretty much.

Alexander had told Katya in no uncertain terms to go with the men from the University. Katya, however, did not want to abandoned Alexander. Her two friends were leaving, though. The young guy with the men from the Cathedral, which saddened and surprised Katya since he’d told her he did not believe in them at all and was secretly a christian, which Katya is as well (it’s a crime punishable by death). He reassured her he’d just stay with them long enough until he’d learned more from them and until he could join another group of fierce survivors. And hoped they’d see each other again one day. The woman was going to go with the men from the University, since she figured even they needed to relax at times and planned to start anew.

Katya didn’t know what to do, but her decision was taken from her. Since King Carl and his hordes attacked the village and everyone ran to their houses and camps and grabbed what they could. Katya did to, leaving a note for Alexander on her bed which he’d shared with her more than once, before fleeing with everyone else, choosing in the panic to run with the men from the University…

And there endedt the LARP this year!

It was AMAZINGLY fun!!!! The young guy playing Katya’s male hooker and his friend who played his brother impressed THE HELL out of me! It was the first LARP they’d been to, and they were SO GOOD!!! MY GAWD! They said they were returning next year again, since they’d had SO MUCH FUN! I most certainly hope so!

There were a lot of new LARPers this year, in fact. We were about 50 people in total. The oldest two, a couple, who usually only went to Wild West LARPs were really nice and were between 45 and 50 years old. COOL! They were really impressed by us in the bar and brothel! J however deserves a good spanking. Holy HELL, he scared the CRAP out of me showing up right out of the blue without warning, since he’d assured me he was not coming this year. DAMN THE MAN! X-D

All in all, this LARP remains my favorite. I keep having these amazing experiences there, having me scream and shout at a whole village… or cry in a corner… or stumble around drunk… or quite literally throw out drunks… or threaten people… or being threatened by people… or pretend to sex people up… or being a supportive shoulder to cry on... or… or… There’s no end to the list.

I hope this LARP survive despite the area being demolished. The GM’s assured us they were going to try and find an alternative area to be at. I most certainly hope so.

So with that in mind… To be continued next year! :-D

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This summer is going to go down the history books... Geezes christ. o.O

I don't even know how it ended up this way, but I'll be exhausted after this summer. And it's not like there's anything bad going on. It's all good fun exciting stuff! But... THERE'S A LOT OF IT!!! o.O


  • May 8th and May 9th Ruchi is coming to visit me! We've followed each other here on LJ since I got my LJ almost... which was 2001. That's A LONG TIME AGO! And now she's coming to visit me. In just 2 weeks. I can't even wrap my head around that. Crazy! I so look forward to it though! I just worry what to show her? I mean, what can little Borås have to show to a born and breed girl from Brooklyn New York?!?!? I am just a LITTLE panicked over this fact! o.O *flails and runs around*


  • June 5th I am going to Sweden Rock Festival to watch Mötley Crües final visit to Sweden. It's their Last Tour run in Europe this summer, and once they'd done this world tour (running around the world a couple of times it appears... mostly in the US...), after that... They'll split up. They've even signed a contract for this. It's sad. Mötley Crüe is one hell of a band come glam metal rock. I love their music. But Mick Mars, bless him... His body is literary giving up on him. I have SUCH admiration of that man. So I understand if they pull the plug, I really do.


  • June 18th-21st me and Alexandra was supposed to stay at mom's to celebrate Midsummer. Supposed, I say. Since mom called today. She is getting surgery done on her stomach to remove extra skin after her gastric bypass. Something she's waited a long time for. And she found out today what dates to be at the hospital for this. 18th. Of course. Fuck. Peting is going to visit his best friend that lives 8 hours drive from here for that weird Midsummer paty that said best friend arranges each year. And what with the disaster last year with neither me nor Alexandra doing very good... I am NOT going. So I'd planned to spend Midsummer with mom. Well, that just didn't happen. Now I don't know what to do? I might call my brother and see... Maybe MIL... Although Peting and his relatives just don't celebrate Midsummer, which I love to do, so we'll see what happens there. I have some time yet to plan.


  • June - July somewhere [personal profile] snowstormskies might come to visit me again. She did last summer and she LOVED it here, which was wonderful to hear. We had a lovely, lovely time. Unfortunately she's having a really rough time right now, so it's not sure she'll be able to make it. I'd love to be able to give her hugs again though.


  • July 17-19th it's the yearly summer LARP based on the Fall Out games. So we call it the Fall Out LARP even if it's really called Valvet. One of the BEST LARP's I've been to! I've had such AMAZING things happen during that LARP, I don't even have words. I just pray and hope my darling friend J is coming this year. I ADORE playing with him! He is SUCH a sweetheart with one hell of a twisted mind. You end up plotting with him? You bet your ass you'll have one hell of a time. I've screamed. I've cried. I've scarred myself (accidentally from stumbling and hitting my knee on a rock!). I've been terrified. I've laughed so hard my stomach hurts. It's... such an amazing LARP, I'd hate to miss it. Oh, and it so happens it runs during my birthday weekend this year. Of course. X-D (My birthday is the 19th.)


  • 22nd of August my friend Chigrima who I wrote my masters thesis with is getting married to her long time friend and then partner Silvestris. They've meet and ended up friends before I meet Peting and got together with him. They were just friends at first. Then they were friends sharing an apartment... And then I think it progressed from there. These two ladies are AMAZING! They really are. And I am absolutely THRILLED they are getting married!


And I'm supposed to be able to work there somehow to. At a new job. I don't even know how this happened. I swear. But I need an extra vacation after this summer. o.O

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Haven't done a meme in a while, so I figured it would be time again. :-) And if I've collected any new readers since last? Great way to get to know me. And maybe be fun for my old friends to read to, who knows?

Here goes!

DAY ONE: introduce yourself / list your likes and dislikes

Introduce myself? OK. I'm 37 year old librarian, mother of one and living with [livejournal.com profile] peting73. I've only been employed since March but I've had my national masters degree in Library and Information Science for years. It's tough getting a job as a librarian, especially in the area where I live, so I am very grateful I have one. I do, however, work at a school with a lot of troubled kids and a sickly, somewhat eccentric colleague... And we've just moved the WHOLE library from one premise to another. So my job ain't easy, but on the other hand I'm not bored either.

My daughter Alexandra has just turned 2 years old, and is a cutie. Pretty calm a kid and easy going. She does have her crazy temper tantrums, but they usually pass quickly. She's easy to bring to parties or visits or social things to. She likes people, whether they be kids or adults. Guess she got that from mom. Can be a bit mischievous to. Which I blame dad for. ;-)

[livejournal.com profile] peting73 is my soulmate. I would not know what to do without that man in my life. I am beyond grateful that I meet him.

When I'm not at home with my wonderful family, or visiting mom or MIL... (Who are both slightly crazy, kick ass and wonderful.) Well, then I do roleplaying online, tabletop RP or LARP. Mostly the local vampire-LARP that I've been doing since 2001. It's my greatest hobby and the other people that are members of the LARP are some of my dearest friends. Me and [livejournal.com profile] peting73 are among the oldest ones, but I don't care. Friendship don't care about age, really. Most of my wonderful friends are much younger than me, which goes for online friends as well.

So, likes: My family, extended big and crazy or just us three. My best friend in the whole wide world, [livejournal.com profile] spicehobbit (who is also Alexandra's godmother). Movies, books, vampires, medieval history, legands, myths, cats, wolves, wolverines, computers, rpg's, LARP's, piercings, tattoos... I could go on. :-)

Dislikes: Dishonesty, bullying, war. Could make a longer list, but it would be insanely long and those where the first that jumped up in my mind.

All the days!  )

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So the LARP... The post-apocalyptic Fallout LARP (Based on the video-games Fallout)... Which was A TON of fun, of course! Even if waaaaay less dramatic for my character than I had expected...

Anyway. On Thursday me and J set up my tent (that I to my happiness had found in our storage!). In pouring rain. Both me and him had our 'well, this ain't going to be very fun'-faces on. J is a military guy, so he is all used to roughing it, but I'm not! Which he teased me about some while we set up the tent. Although, he was very grateful for me bringing it, since he'd sleep in it to, what with our characters being lovers and all. Tent up, we left and J promised to come pick me up the next day (in dry clothes).

Next day arrived. With SUN-SHINE! :-D And perfect summer-weather! JOY!

So the tent dried up and we fixed our camp me and J. Looked great and I went in first to change to my IC clothing. Sitting down on the bed I made up I felt something biting my ass... o.O Not very comfortable and it didn't stop. Finally I noticed the problem. We had set our camp in the MIDST of a nest of European Fire Ants... NOT GOOD! And might I say being bitten by those little critters was NOT comfortable! Especially not on my ass...

So we moved our camp. And fixed it up. Only to discover more of them ants! So we moved it again and finally found a camp-spot without ants. PHEW! Was a bit of a rocky start there...

Anyway, so the LARP started around 1 or 2pm, a bit later than planned, but LARP's never really start when planned. It's a rule or something, I think.

I won't go into detail about mine and J's plot since J don't want that to be common knowledge in case another LARPer reads here (and it's a bit of a... crazy plot if somewhat awesome... and I always get dragged into his crazy plots for some reason...).

Safe to say is that Katya, my character, has been on a long ass trip for two years, despite being madly in love with J's character Alexander. She has sent love-letters during this time, which has kept their feelings very much alive. During her trips she has learned how to use herbs to help people heal.

This skill came very much in handy this year, since a plague started to run through the little village, and it only effected the humans. Not the ghouls nor the mutants in the village... It made those effected cough blood and had them really weak. Katya's herbs could help them, but not cure them. However, a group of human travels from the University from a bigger town could decipher a dying man's scribbled papers and figure out a cure together with Katya's herbal knowledge.

So she kinda helped save the village, which was cool! :-D

The dying man with the scribbled papers was played by... [livejournal.com profile] peting73. And I had NO IDEA he was going to do a guest-appearance for a few hours! :-D Totally surprised me, which was A LOT of fun! Alexandra was with his mom in the meantime, and since she loves her grandma it had worked out just excellent!

Katya also made friends with the current owner of the bordello and bar where she'd previously worked as a hooker. And even though life was kinda hard for Katya and Alexander economically vise, she refused to going back to it, having had enough of that. For sure, she had sold herself when money was a bit to tough on the road, but on a regular basis? Not again. However, not only her new friend but her brother who worked at the bar, begged her to take over the bar if something happened to the current owner.

And, of course, it does. *lol* Current owner ends up a ghoul as well, so... I guess next year Katya is owning both bar and bordello? Which makes her one of the most influential characters in the village, especially considering she might marry Alexander, who is the sheriff and law in the little village!!! :-D One could say that is a HUGE step up from the first LARP I played her when she was the BDSM hooker in town who everyone went to when they wanted to get their aggression's out... *LOL*

I love Katya. She is a character who has seen a lot, gone through a lot and has finally found love and some sort of stability again in a very very bleak and harsh post apocalyptic world. She has quite the mouth on her, and is not afraid to speak her mind if needed, while also be fiercely protective of those she loves, which includes Alexander and a grown son who is traveling this dangerous world.

To say I can not wait for next year again, would be an understatement. :-) I know for a fact that J has already started to figure out how to make things even more problematic for us... if even possible... *LOL*

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