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KSena

July 2018

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This is KSena

Usually a friendly sort. Be nice to me, and I am nice to you. Here I ramble on about me, life, work and fandoms. I am a fan of Robin of Sherwood, Xena: Warrior Princess, Buffy: the Vampire Slayer, Pirates of the Caribbean, Tokio Hotel and Sons of Anarchy. I don't apologize for anything I write here. This is my mind. And you entered it. Welcome.

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Christmas is a busy time, ain't it? :-) It sure took some time to get all them Christmas cards/packages/what have you sent off today. Much longer then I thought. But there I go for sending packages all over the world. Sucks with all the paperwork coming with it though. :-P I hope they'll be well received when they arrive. :-)

I forgot to send two off, so they'll be even later. Oh well. :-) That'll be fixed tomorrow. I hope anyway. Peting gets off work early, so maybe he can watch Alexandra while I fix that... It goes much quicker if I do errands without her after all... ;-) It is a bit of a project to get out of the house with a baby. :-)

She's been somewhat fussy during the evenings lately, and started a bad habit at waking up at around 3am for change and food... Not fun. Especially since afterwards she refuses to fall asleep. :-P Last night she woke me up at 2:45am... and then I didn't get to bed until 4:30am... o.O I have had more fun. Gladly she let me sleep until 9:30am after that, so... But still! Nights are for sleeping, baby girl! I thought we had this down already, since she has been really good and slept through the nights up until now.

Our guess though is that she is starting to get teethes... since lately she has started to drool like you wouldn't believe. In other words... Fun times ahead indeed.

Reading the Secret Santa stories that has started to be posted at TH_Fanfic. :-) I love fic-fests at that community, since they are always so well organized! HAIL ALL THE MODS! *waves* It's a lot of twincest though. And even though I do so very much try to be supportive off all writers, I just... can't with some twincest. :-P I am not a fan of it, unless the summery shows a really really interesting story idea. I do prefer the G's to be involved in some way, one or both of them. Or hell, anyone else that shows up in Tokio Hotel fanfic. Just... not twincest. Not so much my cup of tea, even if it IS the most popular pairing in the fandom. Fine for those that like it though. Be my guest. I just wish there was more of all the other pairings to balance it up. :-P I'll try to read as many twincest stories as possible, because I DO want to give my support to the writers who has worked SO HARD to get the stories done in time for the fic-fest. :-)

Anyhow, Christmas is almost upon us (oh dear) and even though I have payed for all of my christmas-gifts I haven't gotten them all yet. Because one of the guys I won two auctions from is an idiot. *head-desk*

I won the auctions 3:e of December. But I didn't hear anything from him in THREE WEEKS! o.O That is last weekend I got a mail 16th of December. Day before I had mailed him and before that I had tried to call him, using the number on his contact info. I tried this MANY TIMES, until I got the message that the number was out of order... WTF? So I figured I'd been scammed and put out the worst review ever on his profile, giving him nearly no points at all. Lowest you could give. THEN I GOT AN EMAIL! o.O Full of excuses, mostly that he'd moved and hence hadn't been able to send the stuff off... DUDE! I don't know about you, but it doesn't take me THREE WEEKS to move! And even if it takes me that long to unpack and such, I mean... If you KNOW you have auctions going, wouldn't you, you know... Put that stuff on the TOP of a box? Or in a special box even? *shakes head* The mail was just FILLED with excuses, and not a word if he'd send it to me... and he started talking about what the practice and unwritten rules are on the site... My dear sir... I am in no way obliged to follow any other rules then those written by the site. If I think you deserve shitty reviews, I will give you that. I have, however, agreed to make it a bit better if he manages to send it off so I get it in time for Christmas. I have my doubts, but if he does? I will. Unlike him, I do keep my promises. Just... what a mess. First time I've had ANY kind of problems with online auctions.

I had a TON of luck with one (I got a brand new usually VERY expensive thing for Peting for peanuts)... and I guess I had to have problems with another just to balance things, I suppose...

Righto!

Bedtime now and tomorrow! I'll wrap the gifts that have gotten here and make sure the apartment don't look like a total mess... and cuddle Alexandra, of course. ;-)

I'll leave you with some AWESOME vids to enjoy! :-D

First some drumming... You all should know how I feel about drummers, by now. I love them. And that's that. :-)

Tommy Lee of Mötley Crüe fame posted these on his Twitter some time ago. He has apparently been involved in a concert... with just drummers. :-D How awesome ain't that??? And the music is GREAT! Do give these a chance and a listen through!

Berzerk Sizzle Reel Part One and Two )

I love watching kid drummers to! Many that show such skill at such a tender age! I just hope many of them keep it up. :-)

Shout at the Devil (Mötley Crüe) played by a 6 year old! And he is GOOD! )

Another thing I love is Disney movies... Despite the... strange things that show up in them. :-) So this seriously made me lol! X-D

The 4 worst lessons Disney movies thought us as kids... )

Anyone who has missed me being a cat-lover hasn't been on my LJ for very long... *lol* Anyway, here's a really cool vid with some of the most uncommon cat-breeds out there! There's a few I would love to either own or meet in real life! :-D

Top 30 unusual cat breeds... )

And now I REALLY need to go sleep! X-D NIGHT!

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I am alive! I promise! Hard to believe, I know. Since I am behind on EVERYTHING! ARGH! But I am.

Alexandra sure has kept us busy during the evenings lately. In one way I am happy [livejournal.com profile] peting73 now work day times, since then I get help dealing with her, but geezes girl! o.O She refuses to fall asleep! It is damn impossible! And if we try to put her to bed, or lay her down in our laps she just cries and screams and cries... *sigh* Around 11pm. After some more food. THEN she falls asleep, exhausted. I wonder what this thing of hers is lately... Seriously... Gladly she still sleeps until morning, so at least that is a small favor. :-P

I've managed to fix ALL the Christmas gifts! WOHOO! As long as they get mailed here... :-P I won two auctions from the same person 3d of December... paid them to. And he has still to send them to me. WTF??? I checked to. He has good feedback to, so I don't know what is going on there... Tried to call him today, but the line was busy. :-/ Annoying. Those two are the last gifts to get here and get wrapped. :-P

Oh, and to top it off? I got my first menstrual cramps from HELL yesterday since I got pregnant! ARGH!!! And here I thought getting pregnant and getting a kid would make sure my Endometriosis would be lighter and easier to deal with... HA HA HA HA!!! Apparently not. Fuck. Eating strong painmeds and I do have a Doc-appointment on Monday. If I can get back on the pill or get a intrauterine device with hormones, then that would help. I've heard it has helped others, and I know going on the pill helps tons. I just wanna do a checkup first to see what damage is done on my insides after the pregnancy and if I have new cysts spreading around in there or not... :-P

Fun times all around.

I actually am a lot happier then it looks here. :-) I LOVE Christmas, and have put up my Santa-army all over the apartment, and some Christmas angels to. :-) It looks wonderful. There's plenty snow to, which is just AWESOME! It came a lot of snow and it became REALLY cold very fast this winter so that was awesome!

And the most awesome, most amazing, most magical thing of all....

Ella-Bella, my wonderful globe trotting cousin is coming home this Christmas! :-D I haven't seen her in FOUR YEARS, people! :-D I am so happy about this, you wouldn't believe! FOUR YEARS!!! Oh GOSH! I have bought her a very sweet gift, but the biggest gift is just to be able to meet each other, and for her to meet Alexandra for the first time! *excited*

On a fandom note, me and [livejournal.com profile] snowstormskies have worked on and we've posted and discussed Let Us Hear You, Let Us Feel You (also at[livejournal.com profile] hydrafics). We don't have many readers on it, but the readers we DO have are quite faithful, I'd say. :-) Such LOVELY reviews and comments we get on it. So, if any of you readers are here... THANK YOU!!! Your comments are worth sooo much to us! There we go for pretty much writing a fanfic with the rarest pairing in the fandom.... *lol* Oh well. :-) We wrote what we wanted to read, so there. :-D

Also, they'll be late, but I'll make a post about Christmas-cards (with added candy) after this post... so if you want Swedish candy, let me know in my next post! :-D

As always, if you wanna stalk me, you can find me on my Twitter and on my Plurk at all times. ;-)

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I just got my heart slightly broken by a behind the scenes vid for Sons of Anarchy...

WARNING! HEAVY spoilers for everything up to Season 5!!! (Beginning of.)

Behind the scenes vid from Sons of Anarchy... filled with spoilers... )

ANYHOW!

Been a good day today and yesterday. :-) Been to the library for a singalong yesterday. Alexandra really enjoys that, so it was a success I'd say. Sadly though it won't be anymore of that until January now, since everything stops pretty much for the holidays and won't be picked up again until then. :-P I hope Open Preschool will stay up for a bit longer. Sadly though, we can't go there tomorrow (it's every Thursday), since that idiotic parenting group is tomorrow. :-P But it is the last one, so I think I'll live. :-) And I'll make sure to dress Alexandra as gothic as possible. Just for the hell of it. ;-)

Working on yet another fic with [livejournal.com profile] snowstormskies... A darkfic. A really really darkfic... (Like Chained II is all fluff... or not...) And it is SO MUCH FUN to let that side of my fic-brain out to play! :-D I don't mind have my brain picked at all with her! We discuss and talk and she does the prose, I comment on it, we discuss some more, any changes needed is done... and then voilá! There is fic. Apparently our brains work well together. I just wish I could write prose to, and we'd be golden. Alas I can not. :-P

Also, me and [livejournal.com profile] spicehobbit are working our way through Supernatural right now, since she has a workmate that has the entire series so far... I've seen through Season One, and it was... so so. Nothing special to me, really. But during the second half of Seson One, it started to pick up speed and be interesting. Today I've watched a lot of beginning of Season Two, and to be frank... It is so SOOO much better then Season One. But I think that is how most TV-shows work. First season, not always so good, and after that it picks up speed. :-) Buffy and Xena is like that to.

We've also fixed Netflix on our insane monstrous HUGE smart-TV that [livejournal.com profile] peting73 got to himself as a birthday gift... So now I am digging through both Tudors the fourth and last season AND the slightly weird X-files copy Fringe. :-) Both awesome to watch!

So that is pretty much what I do all day. Watch TV, take walks, and take care of Alexandra. My exciting life... :-P I have Twitter and Plurk on the phone though, so you can always always find me and or get to me there. :-)

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This is going to be a weird ass post, since it'll deal with both sides of me. Life as is, and also fandom and such...

ANYHOW!

It's been another week with activities for me and Alexandra. Had that parenting group meeting on Wedneysday, two days ago. Bitch mom, if you remember her.... was not there. HALLELUJAH! So it was much nicer. I even hung out a bit afterwards and talked to two other moms. Which was nice. One of the moms in that group, however... is either extremely shy or suffers from some serious blues... :-/ She hardly answers when you talk to her! Every meeting we've been to, I've tried to engage her in conversation, since she is not one of Bitch moms yes-sayers. No luck. Wonder why? Am I that scary? And I really am trying to be very nice and soft with her when I do try... Uhu...

Since we were at the lil library close by this time, it was quite fun since I've worked a lot there, so it was a very familiar place for me. :-) The librarians were very happy to meet me and Alexandra to! Books for babies were discussed and I borrowed some with me home, so now we read at least one book each day me and Alexandra. Very simple books. Made out of cardboard the entire book, so it won't break when Alexandra fiddles with it, and just sentences with two-four words in them. EXTREMELY simple. But very important. See, reading a lot to your lil baby helps him/her develop his/her language better. :-) Not to mention you'll get a kid that loves books. Win-win. :-) We'll be reading a lot to Alexandra, that's for sure.

This week we've also been to a sing-along at the big city library with a lot of kids up to 1 year old... and we've been to Open Preschool as well, also with kids only up to 1 year old. Alexandra loves this! So much to look at! And listen to! I think it is good for her development this. I'll definitely keep it up. :-) Not to mention it is fun for me to, meeting other moms (and dads). Open Preschool is really really awesome, just gotta say. So thankful that exists. :-D

[livejournal.com profile] peting73 is doing better to. He's been home this week to let his back heal from that lumbago... Nasty business... But he is taking his meds and is very careful when he lifts anything... while also taking short walks to move his back and everything, and he says he is doing a lot better. He put Alexandra in the baby sitter today, and the last time he did that his back fucked it self up... now it worked out fine. :-) So he is definitely on the mend. He'll go back to work next week, he says, since apparently he feels like that would be good for him even if he'll take it easy there to. He is going a bit insane being home all the time. *lol*

Oh, talking off family, I also updated Alexandras LJ with a TON of photos the other day! :-D Go to [livejournal.com profile] mini_viking to see! :-D

Onwards to fandom things!

Well, fanfic things at any rate. [livejournal.com profile] snowstormskies posted this, and so I just HAVE to do that to... since I am involved in writing fanfic with her! (In the Tokio Hotel fandom.) Both Let Us Hear You, Let Us Feel You and Chained II. :-)

So now... Kinks. Some warning. I have a thing for darkfics, so... Keep that in mind. :-) ONWARDS!

Kinks

1. List five bullet proof kinks that make you go weak at the knees. Real life, fic, or just in your own mind, what makes your brain light up like Las Vegas?

2. List five major turnoffs. What makes you reach for the vomit bucket? What just makes you go, "And... yeah... no, that's just not working for me..." Again, fic or RL, or your own little fantasies, what makes you want to take your ball and go home?



Good stuff first... (and I went to check some of my favorite fics, their warnings for this... *lol*)

The good dark/twisted/sick stuff I like reading... )

Bad stuff... The just NO-list... (And here it gets a bit trickier, considering what I actually LIKE! X-D)

Stuff that I REALLY dislike... )

So... How many followers did I just lose considering what I enjoy reading? *lol*

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We have started to use new bigger bottles when feeding Alexandra since she eats more now! Unfortunately not the cool Rock Star Baby bottles that I'd found. Two of them I kinda wanted, but after some research on various mom-sites and such, they weren't very practical. Dammit. :-/ Might buy something else from that site one day though even if it is expensive like fuck (like THIS dress, geezes how cute ain't that! o.O) I really really wanted them bottles. Ah well. Two new MAM-bottles it was, the bigger anti-colic ones. Practical but a lil boring. As soon as I see someone bottle-feeding around here... they have the MAM bottles. :-P They are good for kid, but still. Boring. When we used the smaller ones she had a green one and a pink one, but I refused to buy another pink bottle, dammit! So now she has a yellow/golden one and a blue one. Colours of the swedish flag! *lol* I swear someone will think she is a boy when we use the blue bottle. *shakes head at stereotypes*

My exciting life... I discuss baby-bottles... *lol* X-D

At least I get to be somewhat kinky/pervy at times when I work on the INSANE fic of DOOM aka Hydra aka Let Us Hear You, Let Us Feel You... (Read it at [livejournal.com profile] hydrafics AND at THFiction! Let us know what you think!) Thank gawd for that. And for some obscure reason I ended up helping [livejournal.com profile] snowstormskies with her sequel to the amazing fic Chained to Morpheus that she wrote... which promptly made sure the sequel might end up several miles long... o.O How the hell did THAT happen? *shakes head in amusement*

Yesterday we had a blast though, all three off us. :-)

Yes, indeed. It was time for the Sexmasters jubilee! :-D I love going to these parties every fith year, since I get the chance to see all the people I used to work with when I did all that volenteer work in the Student Union Pub! And all the people who have done the same work before me... and after me... :-) A bit different this time though, since we had Alexandra with us. Of course we did! These parties with Sexmasters usually end up loud and boistorius and crazy with a lot of alchol and a lot of lovely and crazy people. :-D Let's just say that we sang A LOT of songs and most of them were of the NC17 character... Wait. There aren't that many songs I KNOW that are NOT NC17! X-D And I learned most of them during my Sexmasters year 2003. *LOL*

I meet up with my ex, who has SERIOUSLY buffed himself up! o.O My gawd... I said no to THAT? Geezes... Not to mention he got himself a really REALLY good job these days traveling all over the world weeks at a time... Oh, he'll be in China next month... FOR THREE WEEKS!!! o.O Staying in some really nice hotels, working and enjoying life in China while making a good paycheck! WHAT?!?! Again, I SAID NO TO THAT?!?! Oh yeah, I remember now... He hates conflict, is just TO nice and well... He has still to grow up some. ;-) Like growing a spine and some balls... *cough* He is still a sweet guy though, and it was awesome to talk to him and all the other friends there. :-D

[livejournal.com profile] spicehobbit was awesome as always and had made a copy of the overalls me and [livejournal.com profile] peting73 always wear at events like these for Alexandra, complete with her name on the back of it and a bunch of patches here and there. We have a TON of them patches on our overalls but since hers are new and kinda small... not so many for her. ;-)

We had such a blast! No drinking for me, since I was driving AND taking care of Alexandra. Not that [livejournal.com profile] peting73 drank much, since he wanted to be able to take care of her to, but still. We stayed as long as we dared to, until Alexandra got really really fussy, clearly very tired. Then we left. But it was still a blast, and all the other people there were totally charmed by Alexandra. :-D

Already looking forward to the next jubilee in five years... *lol*

(For more info about student traditions around Swedish universities Read Here. About student overalls Read Here. And about the Sexmasters (Sexmästeri) Read Here (it still got nothing to do about sex...))

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