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KSena ([personal profile] kseenaa) wrote2010-07-08 10:47 pm

Writer's Block: More than words

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I nearly never do these Writers block thingies, but hey.... Since everyone has posted such BRILLIANT songs in there LJ's lately, I figured I would to.

And this song means so damn much to me, you have no idea. It is not that I am a huge fan of Christina Aguilera. I am not. She got a brilliant voice, but so does many other singers. And I like some of her other songs, for sure. I like music. Period. But this song? First time I heard it almost broke down crying. Because it really spoke to me, you know? It still does. Why? Because I was really badly bullied for 7 or 8 years in school. It started when I was just 8 years old. I can still remember that day. Thats 25 years ago.... And always for how I locked. How fat I was. How disgusting I was. That I shouldn't exist.... Thank gawd I meet [livejournal.com profile] spicehobbit when we were 13. But that still leaves scars, you know. Scars I at times fight with to this day.

So this song... Beautiful... It is filling me with such joy, happiness and hope every time I hear it, you have no idea. I love it. I adore it. And I can't get enough of it.

So... Yeah. With that, I give you Christina Augileras song Beautiful. Listen to it. Listen to every fucking word. Look at every fucking image in the music vid. Look. Listen. And think twice.


Christina Aguilera - Beautiful (Official Music Video) - The top video clips of the week are here

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[identity profile] erinmar13.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
definitely one of the most potent songs lyrically. and it doesn't hurt that her voice is FUCKING FANTASTIC.

[identity profile] kseenaa.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 09:18 am (UTC)(link)
Indeed. She is definitely doing the lyrics justice, I'd say. Fucking fantastic, as you put it. Every time I hear it, I get a shiver running down my spine. Because this song shows that it is indeed possible to stand up strong, no matter what. I did that. It took me so, so long... But there are no open wounds any more. Just scars. That has made me strong. And I can live with that. :-)