KSena's Journal

So, eh... I've written some? And it involves some... smut? I've NEVER posted anything with smut before, at least not outside of any rpgs... So... Be kind? Please? :-P

I am thinking about finding a beta of some sort... and maybe post all my TH-drabbles and ficlets on THFiction.Com... But I don't know if they are good enough? Help? :-P

Name: Cuddles
Author: KSena aka kseenaa
Rating: PG-13, I think?
Fandom: Tokio Hotel
Pairings: Bill/Gustav, Tom/Georg
Warnings: Hints at sexual situations and… fluff?
Word count: 1020
Summary: Gustav gets a gift and… cuddles ensue?
Disclaimer: Them boys in Tokio Hotel belongs to themselves, thank you very much. This never happened and is only written for entertainment.
Authors Note: Written for lilliephoenixs prompt: bill buys boyfriend!gustav cashmere sweaters because they are soft and he likes to cuddle. Not totally happy with how this turne out, but yeah… Mental image and all that.


( “Gustav!”  )


Name: Food and divas and boyfriends…
Author: KSena aka kseenaa
Rating: NC 17
Fandom: Tokio Hotel
Pairings: Gustav/Georg
Warnings: Sexual situations, bullying.
Word count: 1807
Summary: Gustav needs a break… and gets one… and more…
Disclaimer: Them boys in Tokio Hotel belongs to themselves, thank you very much. This never happened and is only written for entertainment.
Authors Note: Written for steinsgrrls prompt: Gustav isn't as easy going as he seems about Bill's weight insults? Unbetad and written just now. A mental image just jumped into my head for this… and here we are. :-) Don’t know WHY it went down this road, but… it did. Sorry?

( Gustav was pissed.  )

Ugh... :-P Cramps and pains from hell, thank you very much. *is not amused* Not a good day.

Well, it is. It is also peting73s birthday today. :-) My lovely, lovely man is 38 years old today. :-D Much cheer for that! We haven't done anything special really today... Just lazed around and taken it easy. I have no hours at the library today, so... No work as it were. And peting73 has taken this whole week off since he thinks you shouldn't work on your birthday. I like that philosophy. *grin*

We've done other stuff, of course, but I'll talk about that at a later date. Promise!

Now for some stuff I've found around the net that I wanna share with you guys!

I know Halloween is over and stuff, but damn if this is not cool! Had I a house, I would LOVE to have this in my garden! I wonder if one could have one of them on the balcony... Hmm...

Glow-brides... (You can get a description how to make one in the comments...)
( Glow-brides.. )

Pretty gawd damn awesome, aren't they? :-)

More sharing! :-D These are just... yeah. Spike? Angel? Is there something you haven't told us? Apart from that... "one time..." X-D

Spike/Angel balljointed dolls...
( Spike/Angel... canon... with dolls... )

And this...? This is just TO COOL! Give it some time... The man is... such a skilled dancer! :-D It should NOT be possible to do that with your body!
( Flat-Top! )

Also, emilyexorsist started a happy meme in the Tokio Hotel fandom, and since I am mostly writing Tokio Hotel fic for this years Sketchavember... well, why not join, yeah? :-D Just click the image!


Talking off Sketchavember! :-D Here is the drabble for today! This one went very easy to write, I must say! Didn't know what pairing I wanted at first, but nerded out and used a roleplaying dice with four corners to decide! X-D It worked out well, as you can see. And then the ficlet/drabble just grew to what you see here. :-) Enjoy!

Title: It’s going to be perfect, you’ll see!
Author: KSena aka kseenaa
Rating: PG-13, I think?
Fandom: Tokio Hotel
Pairings: Bill/Gustav, Tom/Georg
Warnings: Ehr… Fluff and humour?
Word count: 848
Summary: Bill is sure this Christmas is going to be GREAT! Tom is not quite as sure, but is trying to find his spirit anyway… before it burns to the ground… The G’s help. Of course. Just like always.. ;-)
Disclaimer: Them boys in Tokio Hotel belongs to themselves, thank you very much. This never happened and is only written for entertainment.
Authors Note: Written for lilliephoenixs prompt: fluffy twins in LA. bill and tom decide to decorate a palm tree after their first thanksgiving. (bonus points if bill burns something). Not… sure I meet your prompt perfectly, but… I am not comfortable writing twincest as it were. :-P Unbetad and written just now.

( “Bill… A palm-tree is NOT a Christmas-tree…”  )

Been working today to. I really really like to work at the big city library, I must say! The other librarians there are so, so funny! Well, most of them are. :-D And all are very friendly, in their own way. One of them showed me a little how microfilms work and how to use them and where they are stored... So awesome. So much STUFF in this place! Hidden in various areas in the library... My gawd. So much more to a library then you see when you visit it as just a visitor... I love that. So awesome! :-D

At the end of the day spicehobbit came to the library and we had company home to me, since da nailpolish had arrived! :-D We ordered some nailpolish and stuff from Konad UK together to save on postage, and it had arrived. :-) So awesome. I am going to experiment tomorrow. :-D She hung out for a bit and we discussed nailpolish, fanfic, work, porn, men, women and life over all... Damn, she is seriously so much more then a friend, she is more like a sister then anything. So much love to that woman.

Found some links I wanted to share with you guys. :-)

The Librarian in Black strikes again! It is not always easy to be a cool goth librarian, is it? Can't say I have had this happen to me though... yet... X-D
The Creepy Librarian Stalker Hypothesis

We are all slash-fans here... well, most of us anyway. So I don't think you need it explained to you, but it might be good to know HOW one could explain this... to idiots. X-D
Explaining gay rights to some serious idiots...

And we are all fans to, aren't we? Involved in a fandom or another... or plenty. :-) This Tumblr post just made me so happy. Because it is ALL so very, very true!
Fandom is...

Anyway, when making tea... I got an idea. For a ficlet/drabble. I... have no idea where this fic came from... I really don't. o.O My mind is very, very strange thing sometimes. I promised I wouldn't make a post without a ficlet/drabble during November so hence I didn't make a post yesterday. I have, however, written some scenes for the weird fic thing that won't leave my head... It is growing, damn it... I hope I can do something with it one of these days...

This is a bit... depressing, perhaps? :-P I promise I'll try and write something more cheerful to post next. :-)

Title: Not worthy
Author: KSena aka kseenaa
Rating: NC17
Fandom: Tokio Hotel
Characters: Bill, Tom, Gustav, Georg, Bushido and crew…
Pairings: To not give anything away, I won’t say. No twincest though.
Warnings: Selfharm, Depression, Non-con
Word count: 3362
Summary: Why won't you see the real me? I am not worthy...
Disclaimer: Them boys in Tokio Hotel belong to themselves, thank you very much. This never happened and is only written for entertainment.
Authors Note: Don’t know where this came from. Not for any of the prompts I was given. Came to me when I was making tea… I don’t know… Don’t ask… I am a sick puppy sometimes… Thank you to all the writers in the TH fandom who have written similar stories to this… that I wanted to turn on its head. Thank you to omgcaffeine for the quick read-through!


( We're safe here. Don't ask, don't tell... )