KSena's Journal

Talk about things being a roller coaster.

Got up early, snuggled kiddo before she and hubby left for daycare and work. Then I napped a bit on the couch. Woke up, got ready to go to physical therapy. Packed up and... couldn't find my wallet...

No joke. I searched everywhere but couldn't find it. Cue panic.

So I thought to the day before where I'd been and where I could have forgotten it. Started to call around. And I called to the physical therapy place and said I couldn't make it today since I needed to find my wallet.

Post-place where I'd mailed off a package? No wallet. Store where I'd done a mini-grocery shopping? No wallet. Buss company? No wallet.

Near tears I turned continued searching the apartment. No wallet. Then I ended up in the kitchen and sees the package I'd picked up from the DHL pickup place. So I called them. THEY HAVE MY WALLET! OH MY GAWD! THE RELIEF! Told the guy I'll kiss you for this! He just laughed at me.

Struggled in clothes and got stuff that I needed to mail off today to, and went to get my wallet. And yes, he got a kiss on the cheek! :-D I keep my word, dammit!

Then I mailed off package and did a mini-grocery shopping today to. Knowing my best friend was coming over, I figured I should hurry up as much as I can. Gets text-message: "I just need to stop at big grocery store to get some lunch!" Guess what store and it's buss-stop I'm at? X-D

So that was just a bit hilarious. We had a good time together though. We had lunch and started to watch Netflix new show Frontier, since we both like Jason Momoa. :-) And man, it's GOOD! Bloody, but damn good! Totally recommend it!

( Frontier trailer...  )

We did order some tea together to, which had been the original plan. Yes, more Kränku tea... No, I'm not drowning yet, but I guess I'll get there. *lol*

So that was the good part of the day.

Then peting73 and kiddo came home. Kiddo was in a great mood, if a bit shy with best friend. She takes a seat in the couch and wants to watch TV, grabbing a softie and a doll, so I set her up.

Hubby though is in a terrible mood. I'd done almost all the laundry, with best friends help, but he had to do the the last of it and bring the clean clothes up. Not popular. And he was hungry, and his mood is HORRIBLE when he is hungry, what with being a diabetic. AND... it's end of winter/beginning of spring, and he is really not doing that great mentally then... and his work is not that great right now either.

So that was not very fun. We've known each other for more than 25 years, me and my best friend so she's more like a sister to me. It's hard to make her feel unwelcome in my home. But even she felt a bit uncomfortable, so yeah...

And then kiddo got a sudden crying tantrum or something because she didn't get a drink of milk quick enough...

I don't even know. I'm just happy I can move around without crutches indoors now, or this day would have been a total disaster. o.O

First is day sleepy, then horrible, then great, then horrible, and now I'm just sitting her having a wtf happened today feeling...

I don't even know. :-P

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I love my mom. I really really do. Last time I broke my leg she was here two times cleaning the apartment for us. Once with my brother in tow. :-)

And today she's done that again. The entire apartment. It took her more or less all day with breaks. A grand old lady of 63 needs her damn coffee to get moving, right? X-D As she put it, 'I'm not as young as 40 years anymore!'. Which made me LOL, because guess who is turning 40 this summer...? X-D

I don't know why, but I've had such a need for my mom lately, so to actually have her here was a bit of a bliss. All the hugs, all the support... and Alexandra being thrilled that grandma came to daycare to pick her up! I don't think mom ever did that, since me and lil brother never went to daycare as kids, so I guess it was a new experience for her to. :-)

My leg is doing as it should as well, so that's awesome! It's a bit swollen still, so I've ordered a bunch of compression stockings, as per advised, to get rid of the swelling. Fingers crossed that'll work out. It actually did the last time.

Apart from that both me and peting73 has been knocked out with a cold. Because of course. It started Friday with dripping noses, and by now it has made it's home in my throat. Boooo... :-/ Not happy about this. I'll sound like a crow shortly.

We both blame Alexandra since she had a horrible cough a little while ago, so at least we know where that germ came from. Thank you, daughter of mine...

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I don't know what it has been with this particular day, but it has absolutely sucked.

I woke up in a pretty good time, when Peting and kiddo got ready for daycare and all, but it didn't matter. I had grand plans, but I got nothing done. I was supposed to start up getting some shit added to Tradera, but... no.

Seems as I turn into a lazy shit when I'm on sick leave.

And my World of Warcraft is not working either! The lag I got is ridiculous. It's not even playable the way it's been acting. I've finally gotten back into the one and only game I play and that I absolutely adore... and that happens. :-/ I think it's partly my computer about to give up it's ghost. Not soon, I can do everything else on it, no problem. But no Warcraft. This makes me a sad KSena. Peting figured a solution for the time being this evening, but who knows how long that will last? Fingers crossed until summer at least. I am so getting myself a new computer as a birthday present to myself. :-P

Talking about Peting, he has been in a horrible mood today. I know it's tough on him, since has to carry a heavier workload around the house, because I plain can't. It takes time for a leg to heal. And I can't walk properly yet. It doesn't matter though, it still makes me feel so fucking guilty.

( Triggerwarning, about suicidal friend )

Kiddo was coughing really badly last night so neither of us got a good nights sleep in the household either, which does it's works to, I'm sure. Not on kiddo though, she's been all sunshine all day. Kids are weird.

And it's just been a bit much today. And I'm just done. I'm a supporting person. I am. Just, who supports me, you know?

I had a run of really good days, where I've enjoyed being on sick leave, and Peting has been in a moderately good mood, but today has just been bad.

Tomorrow mom is coming over to help us out a bit. Thank gawd. I'm almost 40 years old, but I swear I'll never be to old to need my mom. Seriously. I need my mothers hugs right now. *sigh*

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