Stressed KSena is stressed....

[kseenaa]

Still stressed the hell out, wtf? I usually enjoy this time off year, but now... Idek. :-/

Much is happening apart from Christmas-stuff as well. Some I can't write about here, but I will only later... Promise.

All in all it makes for one stressed out KSena. Thing is, it is all good stuff. Just... to much at the same time, dammit.

I know I have all this shit that needs to get done, and I just want to hide under a blanket and never get out. I don't have any energy for anything else but sitting in front of the computer. Leaving the apartment in such a mess, it is not even funny. :-P

GAH! *growls*

And this weekend, where I thought I would be able to relax, I'll be going on a party and sleep over at moms. When I really don't want to. It is the get-drunk-with-my-brother-mother-and-a-shitload-of-farmers-party. Usually SO MUCH FUN! But when my energy is as low as it is now? Not so much fun. :-/

I don't know, I don't know...

Right now I am mostly looking forwards to the days after Christmas and to New Years, when things usually calm down.

And then in January I'll start my new job, at the small troublesome library where I'll be working January and February. Planning tomorrow, all day long with my future colleagues. No. I don't have energy for this either, but I still have to go.

Fuck my life.

Safe to say, I need some fluff... Have you checked out this meme? If not, please do. I kinda need it...

Secret Santa meme (click the image):

Comments

[astroflammante.livejournal.com]

Yeah... Sometimes even fun is stressing. And then it gets to be not fun, which really isn't of the good. And don't feel guilty about taking care of yourself!

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Trying not to feel guilty. :-) *smiles* Working hard on that part, since I am a bit to good at feeling guilty over idiotic things really. :-P