Stressed KSena is stressed....

[kseenaa]

Still stressed the hell out, wtf? I usually enjoy this time off year, but now... Idek. :-/

Much is happening apart from Christmas-stuff as well. Some I can't write about here, but I will only later... Promise.

All in all it makes for one stressed out KSena. Thing is, it is all good stuff. Just... to much at the same time, dammit.

I know I have all this shit that needs to get done, and I just want to hide under a blanket and never get out. I don't have any energy for anything else but sitting in front of the computer. Leaving the apartment in such a mess, it is not even funny. :-P

GAH! *growls*

And this weekend, where I thought I would be able to relax, I'll be going on a party and sleep over at moms. When I really don't want to. It is the get-drunk-with-my-brother-mother-and-a-shitload-of-farmers-party. Usually SO MUCH FUN! But when my energy is as low as it is now? Not so much fun. :-/

I don't know, I don't know...

Right now I am mostly looking forwards to the days after Christmas and to New Years, when things usually calm down.

And then in January I'll start my new job, at the small troublesome library where I'll be working January and February. Planning tomorrow, all day long with my future colleagues. No. I don't have energy for this either, but I still have to go.

Fuck my life.

Safe to say, I need some fluff... Have you checked out this meme? If not, please do. I kinda need it...

Secret Santa meme (click the image):

Comments

[demon-kyo.livejournal.com]

<3<3<3<3

That's all I can offer you <3

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

And it is worth a lot. Thank you, luv. *hugs*

[rule-number-7.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry things are stressful right now. Any chance you can skip the party and relax as planned?

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

I think I will, actually. Although I'll probably feel guilty about it, but yeah... I think I will.

[cashicutexbill.livejournal.com]

Awww Im sorry you're having a stressful moment, yeah Christmas & New year are such busy occasions. I hope things will get better for you!

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Once we're past Christmas, it will be. New Years on the other hand is very, very lazy here so I am really looking forward to that. :-)

[ruchirahni.livejournal.com]

:( sounds like you just need to sleep for about two weeks. can't you ask for that for christmas?

i hope everything is okay. just know that im here for you no matter what!

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Hibernation would be a nice thing right about now, yeah... :-P I think I'll put that up on my highest wish list... :-) I know your always there, Ruchi. And it means the world that I can just send an email or a comment, and you'll be there. Your comments always puts a smile on my face. Your awesome. *hugs*

[shapinglight]

Sorry you're feeling so fed up. I wonder if your body is trying to tell you that you still need more recovery time after that operation?

I hope that when you get to the party it will be fun, even if the prospect is daunting.

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Maybe. Which would be odd. I had the surgery in September. And after checkups, I am fully healed. No problems at all. Well, apart from the gawd damn endometriosis, but hey... I'll never be rid of that, so... *shrug* I'll actually skip the party as it were. I'll feel guilty as hell about it, but I think I'll feel better in the long run if I do.

[astroflammante.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Take every chance you can to sleep, and try not to worry about the less urgent things? This too shall pass. *more hugs*

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

I am trying to do just that. We skipped the party tomorrow to stay home. And even though I feel slightly guilty about it, I think it was the right decision. :-P

[astroflammante.livejournal.com]

Yeah... Sometimes even fun is stressing. And then it gets to be not fun, which really isn't of the good. And don't feel guilty about taking care of yourself!

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Trying not to feel guilty. :-) *smiles* Working hard on that part, since I am a bit to good at feeling guilty over idiotic things really. :-P

[comastrange.livejournal.com]

I am stressed beyond belief too -_-
I have been breaking down almost every day because of it :/
Thankfully I finished all of my shit for this semester yesterday. So that helps.
Work is hectic for me, but oh well I need the cash.

Hope things get better for you! <3

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Well, I hope things get better for you to, luv! *hugs* Yeah, it is... Christmas-time. It is just so annoying that I usually enjoy this time of year, but now I just don't. :-P I feel a bit less stressed now though. :-) Thankfully.

[musique-style.livejournal.com]

Ack, I'm so late, but I'm so sorry you're feeling stressed D: You should just take a break, stay home, kick back, and relax! It's awful when life seems to throw everything at you at the same time. But things shall get better! ♥

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Not as late as me, trust me. ;-) I did take a break yesterday, skipping a party and just staying home. It was just what I needed and I do feel so much better now. :-) And I know things will get much better. It is just tough right now. :-P