Well, gawd dammit!

[kseenaa]

And this day started so nicely to... Well, that soon passed. I got a text from the employment office yesterday that I had an appointment today, but it said no time or anything. Weird, but I figured I'd go down anyway. Just when I was about to, my contact there called saying we had decided that I should report in this week. Well, darn. I had missed making a note of that. Anyway, we talked and yeah... I have nearly no days left to get money for through the unemployment fund. Meaning, I have to live on whatever I can make from those few hours I work at the libraries around here, with no hope of any other financial help at all. Sure, I could just kick the bucket and give up my dream of actually having a position as a librarian. My fucking profession, you know... And just take a shitty job again... Because that went sooo well the last time... Or not. Anyway, I could get 8 more days from the unemployment fund if I turned down work... Yeah. You read that right. Bureaucracy rules when your unemployed are so much fun. I had to call back and forth between my contact (who is quite an awesome man, but have to follow the rules) and the unemployment fund all morning.

Yeah. That just stressed me up a whole lot and put a huge damper on my mood. :-/ It feels like... Just when things are starting to go my way, something is there to kick me down, reminding me that your really not worth shit. Thank gawd for peting73 or I would have just crawled into a corner and cried. He calmed me down though. Saying, at least you'll have a small income, and we'll be fine living on his. I seriously wouldn't know what to do without him. It'll be tough times, for sure. No trips to see friends in other cities (sorry, girls!), or anything extravagant (apart from what we've already planned and payed for), but yeah... We'll make it work. *sigh*

TH 30 Days meme...

Day 01- Picture of your favorite twin
Day 02- Picture of your favorite G
Day 03- Picture of your favorite award that Tokio Hotel has won
Day 04- Your favorite radio/video interview
Day 05- Picture of your favorite album
Day 06- Favorite picture of Bill
Day 07- Favorite picture of Gustav
Day 08- Favorite picture of Tom
Day 09- Favorite music video
Day 10- Favorite picture of Georg
Day 11- Favorite picture of the twins
Day 12- Favorite macro
Day 13- Favorite picture of the Gs
Day 14- Favorite magazine photo shoot of the boys (like German GQ)
Day 15- Favorite live performance
Day 16- Post whatever you want of them (:
Day 17- Favorite picture of Devilish
Day 18- Favorite song from Schrei (audio or video)
Day 19- A picture that makes you look at Bill’s pants and go O.O

Day 20- Favorite of Bill’s hairstyles

Well, he was cute as a lil kid, what with trying to look tough with eyeliner and hair standing all over the place... The emo-fringe wasn't bad either from what I have seen... He looked like a lil hedgehog with a bad hair-day. The lionsmane, had no problem with that one either. It was cool. The dreads, odd, but cool. Although he looked a bit to much like a girl with those, according to me. Still cool though. The mohawk, made me go WTH! when I first saw it, but it grew on me. The Elvis-do he has now is also one of those WTH! reactions, but you know what? I actually like that one to. But... in the end, I have to say...

The Elvis-do. You know why? Because he actually looks like a young man in that... Like his age. Sure, with makeup and the whole thing, but still. :-) So yeah. The Elvis-do it is. ;-)



Day 21- Favorite of Georg’s hair lengths
Day 22- Favorite THtv episode
Day 23- Favorite of Bill’s outfits
Day 24- A video of the boys that makes you smile
Day 25- Post whatever you want of them (:
Day 26- A picture of the boys that makes you smile
Day 27- Favorite German song from Humanoid (audio or video)
Day 28- A picture where all four of them look really good
Day 29- Favorite song from Humanoid (audio or video)
Day 30- Favorite song from Scream (audio or video)

Comments

[shapinglight]

So sorry about the continuing employment problems. It really is tough out there at the moment. I hope that something will come your way soon.

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

It really is. :-/ I am so happy and lucky to have such a brilliant man in peting73 the way I do. *sigh* He really supports me going after my dream to get a job as a librarian. And I am working on it. It just will be a bit harder without that financial support. :-/

[camdizzle83.livejournal.com]

I know things can be tough, I'm in that situation right now. But thank goodness for wonderful support systems :) Yeah, things are easier when you dont work as far as unemployment benefits go. :/ And as for Bill...I love his mohawk. <3 I do not like, however that massive lion mane he rocked for a while. Hehee.

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

We have a pretty awesome system here, actually. I have gotten financial help for more then a year. 80% of my previous wages each month. (Apart from the days I have actually worked.) But that help has been hollowed out quite a bit since we got our new government. Gladly it is soon time for elections again... :-P

It'll be tough, but I won't give up. I have gotten to far now to give up!

[steinsgrrl.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry you are out of unemployment. But thank goodness you have peting73 to keep you feeling safe.

And Bill is just beautiful with the Elvis cut. Oh, who am I kidding? He's beautiful all the time. <3

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

peting73 is really the best. I am fully aware of how damn lucky I am to have run into that man. Or... It was more a case of him running into me, but whatever... :-)

I really like Bill in the Elvis-do because he is actually looking his age, unlike with the other do's.... :-P A young man. Hell, on that photo there, there is even some stubble! I approve of that!

[astroflammante.livejournal.com]

*hugs* unemployment sucks! I hope it all gets better soon...

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Oh, I am hoping so to. :-P It really ain't easy what with you think you have managed to do something good, and then something else comes to kick you down. :-P