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Jul. 17th, 2010
I think I have just done something insane.... I have signed up to be a part of ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
th_apexs new fanvid.... o.O At least I wont be the oldest in the vid. And I am only one of... I think 60 people? But still. Insane. I hope I can get ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
spicehobbit to help film me with my camera... Hell, I don't even know if the thing works to record with! X-D An adventure to be sure... And I'll be singing along to THIS song, btw. Beginning, a few seconds in the middle and end. And it just happens to be my favorite from the new album. I have until August 6th, so no stress... Yet. ;-)
Well, I have never claimed to be sane. :-P
I have done a lot of cookies and cake baking today, andpeting73 has been a darling making me his ever epic caloric punch cake that I filled with whipped cream and cloudberry jam mixed together... I swear to God, that cake is going to be orgasmic...
So tomorrow I'll celebrate my birthday, a day early as it were. Mom will come here andpeting73s mom as well, of course. And my aunt with her husband! Been a long time ago they were here to visit, so thats going to be great. :-)
And then... on Monday (on my actual birthday) I am going to moms for a week... :-/ To repaint her house. I really, really don't wanna go. It is not that I don't love my mom. I do. So fucking much. But every time I go there I feel my self-confidence disappearing and I feel like I am not doing enough, no matter what.... and that I should be there.... etc, etc, etc... Basically I feel bad for having a life of my own. I know it is idiotic. I fucking know it! But I can't help feeling it still. Ugh. :-/
Oh well. Tomorrow I'll make sure to have a great time though!
th_apexs new fanvid.... o.O At least I wont be the oldest in the vid. And I am only one of... I think 60 people? But still. Insane. I hope I can get spicehobbit to help film me with my camera... Hell, I don't even know if the thing works to record with! X-D An adventure to be sure... And I'll be singing along to THIS song, btw. Beginning, a few seconds in the middle and end. And it just happens to be my favorite from the new album. I have until August 6th, so no stress... Yet. ;-)Well, I have never claimed to be sane. :-P
I have done a lot of cookies and cake baking today, and
peting73 has been a darling making me his ever epic caloric punch cake that I filled with whipped cream and cloudberry jam mixed together... I swear to God, that cake is going to be orgasmic... So tomorrow I'll celebrate my birthday, a day early as it were. Mom will come here and
peting73s mom as well, of course. And my aunt with her husband! Been a long time ago they were here to visit, so thats going to be great. :-) And then... on Monday (on my actual birthday) I am going to moms for a week... :-/ To repaint her house. I really, really don't wanna go. It is not that I don't love my mom. I do. So fucking much. But every time I go there I feel my self-confidence disappearing and I feel like I am not doing enough, no matter what.... and that I should be there.... etc, etc, etc... Basically I feel bad for having a life of my own. I know it is idiotic. I fucking know it! But I can't help feeling it still. Ugh. :-/
Oh well. Tomorrow I'll make sure to have a great time though!
