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Sitting here in the night writing on my own. My love has gone to bed. He is getting up in about 4 hours to go to work. I am trying to write my essey. It is not going well. It is going better, but not well. And I have to finish it tomorrow. At ten oclock in the morning on thursday it is due. Luckely I can send it to my teacher via email, so I don't have to go there and leave it in paper. That would take me two hours and cost me a wee bit of money... Not to fun, no. I like what I have written so far in my analysis, actually, but it is to short. I need to make sure it is a little longer tomorrow. I'll just check on it a little bit after posting this, and then I am done for tonight. After doing this I have a little more then a week off, before discussion-class in school starts. After that, no more school. Ever again.
And just to update on my current life, I now live with my love. It feels odd. Really odd. I don't feel at home here yet. Sure, all my stuff is here. But it still don't feel like home to me. OK, so I moved here this saturday, so I haven't lived here long. It will probebly take some time. All I know is that I feel at home when he holds me, and that is all that matters to me. I always go with my gutfeeling, and it has taken me this far, I am sure it will hold for the rest of this ride as well. I love that man so much, it scares me at times....
*yawn* OK. Enough babbling. Need some sleep.
To end this post, some memes- and test-results. The first one was actually kinda fun!!!
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astroflammante This is an actual circular that was sent out by a church.
So here's how this works. Go through the list below and bold all of the symptoms of goth that apply to you (or, perhaps, applied when you were a teen). If you have more than five bolded at the end you are so going to hell. ;-)
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Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your child may have gone astray from the Lord. Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil, darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer, and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or more of the following are applicable to your child.
-Frequently wears black clothing.
-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.
-Wears excessive black eye makeup,lipstick or nail polish.
-Wears any odd silver jewelry or symbols.
-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.
-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)
-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak eccentrically.
-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.
-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic, the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.
-Takes drugs.
-Drinks alcohol.
-Is suicidal and/or depressed.
-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation. (This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)
-Complains of boredom.
-Sleeps too excessively or too little.
-Is excessively awake during the night.
-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.
-Spends large amounts of time alone.
-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your child may speak to evil sprits through meditation.)
-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.
-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and elders are but a few examples of this.
-Misbehaves at school.
-Misbehaves at home.
-Eats excessively or too little.
-Eats goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this.
-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood. (Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.)
-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.)
-Plays videos games that contains violence or role-playing nature.
-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer.
-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music.
-Dances to music in a provocative or sexual manner.
-Expresses an interest in sex.
-Masturbates.
-Is homosexual and/or bisexual.
-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism.
-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth".
-Claims to be a goth.
If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child into your local mental health center.
And just to update on my current life, I now live with my love. It feels odd. Really odd. I don't feel at home here yet. Sure, all my stuff is here. But it still don't feel like home to me. OK, so I moved here this saturday, so I haven't lived here long. It will probebly take some time. All I know is that I feel at home when he holds me, and that is all that matters to me. I always go with my gutfeeling, and it has taken me this far, I am sure it will hold for the rest of this ride as well. I love that man so much, it scares me at times....
*yawn* OK. Enough babbling. Need some sleep.
To end this post, some memes- and test-results. The first one was actually kinda fun!!!
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astroflammante This is an actual circular that was sent out by a church.So here's how this works. Go through the list below and bold all of the symptoms of goth that apply to you (or, perhaps, applied when you were a teen). If you have more than five bolded at the end you are so going to hell. ;-)
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Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your child may have gone astray from the Lord. Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil, darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer, and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or more of the following are applicable to your child.
-Frequently wears black clothing.
-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.
-Wears excessive black eye makeup,lipstick or nail polish.
-Wears any odd silver jewelry or symbols.
-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.
-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)
-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak eccentrically.
-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.
-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic, the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.
-Takes drugs.
-Drinks alcohol.
-Is suicidal and/or depressed.
-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation. (This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)
-Complains of boredom.
-Sleeps too excessively or too little.
-Is excessively awake during the night.
-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.
-Spends large amounts of time alone.
-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your child may speak to evil sprits through meditation.)
-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.
-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and elders are but a few examples of this.
-Misbehaves at school.
-Misbehaves at home.
-Eats excessively or too little.
-Eats goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this.
-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood. (Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.)
-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.)
-Plays videos games that contains violence or role-playing nature.
-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer.
-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music.
-Dances to music in a provocative or sexual manner.
-Expresses an interest in sex.
-Masturbates.
-Is homosexual and/or bisexual.
-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism.
-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth".
-Claims to be a goth.
If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child into your local mental health center.
 If i was a serial killer i would be The Zodiac Killer.Over the course of almost 9 years in the 1970s the Zodiac Killer took the lives of over 13 people, either stabbing or shooting them to death in or by their vehicles. All the targets were the same, couples in cars off rural roads. Taunting cops the Zodiac Killer would send in encrypted messages to the local papers, describing how his past victims had died, and who would come next if they didn't post his message on the cover of the newspaper the following day. The only surviving witness described the zodiac killer as a heavy set man in a self fashioned hooded jacked that covered his face, brandishing a crossed circle that he always signed his letters with. After 1978 the killings stopped, the Zodiac's case was never solved. Kill count: 13 Find what serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now!  You MUST be a good dancer when you're JAI Rodrigez: Culture Vulture, *breaks out in salsa moves* What Fab 5 member from Queer Eye for the Straight Guy are you?(with pics) brought to you by Quizilla |
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Date: 2005-05-24 05:30 pm (UTC)::shudders::
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Date: 2005-05-25 12:17 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2005-05-24 06:06 pm (UTC)Haha... I took that serial killer meme again and I got John Wayne Gacy again! The one I met when he had his clown gig before he started his most famous job. Heh. Ew.
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Date: 2005-05-25 12:20 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-05-25 02:10 pm (UTC)And people wonder why I'm a demi-atheist *points to icon*
Sheesh! This is so rediculus, it makes me angry. Pagans and Buddhist do NOT worship satan! WTF?! If you role-play you go to hell? Then I'm dead five times over.
Oh well, consider this stolen. See you in hell!
P.S. Hope you get your paper done ;o)
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Date: 2005-05-25 02:53 pm (UTC)I'll look forward to read how much you'll go to hell... he he he... Oh yeah, don't forget, if you enjoy sex, you go to hell to... OK. So, how do they imagine they get kids, I wonder...? It is soooo silly!
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Date: 2005-05-25 11:58 pm (UTC)Oh... the zodiac killer... interesting...
XD You're Jai! Actually, that would have been my suggestion if you had just asked me, it's logical...
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Date: 2005-05-26 12:19 am (UTC)Question: Why is it logical that I am Jai??? Now your making me couriuos...
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Date: 2005-05-26 07:36 am (UTC)(no subject)
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