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DAY FOUR: a photo of you taken over ten years ago
Oh, heaven help me... I had to dig deep in the confines of my computer to find this. I'm amazed I have such an old photo on a file even. This is probably right after I was in the USA. I was in the US from 1996 to 1997. So after that. I can pinpoint it since the bracelet tattoo looks very very new, and I had that made shortly after I'd been in the USA. So at least more than ten years, I'd say. At a friends apartment back then. A friend I don't hang out with any longer. :-P And no, I didn't use makeup back then. :-P
(If you for some obscure reason want to click this for bigger, you can...)
Also, if you end up becoming a mom, you're hair thins out. Nice knowing that, eh?
DAY FIVE: a letter to your crush
Dear crushes I had in school. I wonder sometimes if you even knew I existed? Apart from someone to push around and bully? Did you even notice that I never really minded that you did? That any attention from you was good? I wonder sometimes what happened to you. You guys were the stars of the school. Most girls had crushes on you at times. Some of you were the bad boys, and I know one of you have ended up in jail once. For raping a disabled girl, no less. Horrible a crime, and I can't help but wonder how you ended up there? You were one of the few that actually talked to me. That acted like a decent human being when we were in the school-bus together every morning and afternoon. As soon as your friends saw you though... Mask on, let's be a bad boy. And you? The other you that acted like a decent human being. You were the schools photo-model. I've seen you since. Only difference is a pair of glasses. You are still a gorgeous man, no longer a boy. I wonder how come you managed to resist the peer pressure and not bully me in school? Well, you didn't stand up for me either, but you never did anything to me. I doubt any of you noticed my crush... my hearts in my notebooks... How I took the school yearbook, found your photo and took a paper cutting out a hole for your face, so I could put it above the photo and just look at you? I wonder sometimes...
I am grateful though. Without all of you I wouldn't have found my true crush. Thank you, Peter. I didn't crush on you right away. No. You were a friend. A senior member of the Sexmasters* society. You were bold, loud and had the quirkiest humor I've ever heard. And... You didn't give a fuck what others thought. I loved that. Still do. So we became friends. You helped me A LOT when I ended up a full member of the Sexmasters society. I was swamped with work both for the society and for the university. And you and your friend helped me a lot. Apparently your friend figured out your crush on me before you did yourself... I am grateful for that to. A kiss against a wall... That was all it took. I've never crushed so hard or so fast on another person before! Like a lightning bolt! Gladly it had a happy ending and you ended up the love of my life. Thank you for staying with me. For surviving my quirks. And for being you.
/KSena
*still got nothing to do with sex, it's a sociaty in the Student Union that arranges parties for other students
DAY ONE: introduce yourself / list your likes and dislikes
DAY TWO: make a bulleted list of everything that happened in your day
DAY THREE: your favorite movie
DAY FOUR: a photo of you taken over ten years ago
DAY FIVE: a letter to your crush
DAY SIX: list what you ate today
DAY SEVEN: a youtube video that you find funny
DAY EIGHT: a photo of you taken recently
DAY NINE: list some of your favorite websites
DAY TEN: a letter to the person you hate the most or caused you a lot of pain
DAY ELEVEN: share your favorite recipe
DAY TWELVE: we want to see your teeth today
DAY THIRTEEN: whatever tickles your fancy
DAY FOURTEEN: a song from your childhood
DAY FIFTEEN: a letter to someone you wish you could meet
DAY SIXTEEN: provide pictures of 5 celebrity crushes
DAY SEVENTEEN: a photo that makes you sad
DAY EIGHTEEN: set or share a goal
DAY NINETEEN: whatever tickles your fancy
DAY TWENTY: a letter to someone that changed your life
DAY TWENTY-ONE: your favorite television program
DAY TWENTY-TWO: a photo that makes you happy
DAY TWENTY-THREE: share one of your current favorite tunes
DAY TWENTY-FOUR: a letter to yourself a year ago
DAY TWENTY-FIVE: a letter to someone you judged by their first impression
DAY TWENTY-SIX: favorite books
DAY TWENTY-SEVEN: a talent of yours
DAY TWENTY-EIGHT: favorite places to shop
DAY TWENTY-NINE: provide the hex code of your favorite color
DAY THIRTY: a letter to the friendliest person you knew for only one day
DAY THIRTY-ONE: whatever tickles your fancy
DAY THIRTY-TWO: a photo you took
DAY THIRTY-THREE: what you're craving right now
DAY THIRTY-FOUR: your favorite quote
DAY THIRTY-FIVE: a letter to an ex
DAY THIRTY-SIX: some hobbies of yours
DAY THIRTY-SEVEN: a song that you like to dance to
DAY THIRTY-EIGHT: a photo of your parent(s)
DAY THIRTY-NINE: zodiac sign and do you think it fits your personality
DAY FORTY: a letter to a deceased person you wish you could talk to
DAY FORTY-ONE: whatever tickles your fancy
DAY FORTY-TWO: bad habit(s) you have
DAY FORTY-THREE: a picture of your favorite place in the world
DAY FORTY-FOUR: something that fascinates you and why
DAY FORTY-FIVE: whatever tickles your fancy
DAY FORTY-SIX: photos of personal things in your life (pets, family, house, etc.)
DAY FORTY-SEVEN: birthday wish list
DAY FORTY-EIGHT: a photo of you right now
DAY FORTY-NINE: hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
DAY FIFTY: a letter to your reflection in the mirror
This entry is crossposted between LJ and DW. Comment where you are comfortable.
Oh, heaven help me... I had to dig deep in the confines of my computer to find this. I'm amazed I have such an old photo on a file even. This is probably right after I was in the USA. I was in the US from 1996 to 1997. So after that. I can pinpoint it since the bracelet tattoo looks very very new, and I had that made shortly after I'd been in the USA. So at least more than ten years, I'd say. At a friends apartment back then. A friend I don't hang out with any longer. :-P And no, I didn't use makeup back then. :-P
(If you for some obscure reason want to click this for bigger, you can...)
Also, if you end up becoming a mom, you're hair thins out. Nice knowing that, eh?
DAY FIVE: a letter to your crush
Dear crushes I had in school. I wonder sometimes if you even knew I existed? Apart from someone to push around and bully? Did you even notice that I never really minded that you did? That any attention from you was good? I wonder sometimes what happened to you. You guys were the stars of the school. Most girls had crushes on you at times. Some of you were the bad boys, and I know one of you have ended up in jail once. For raping a disabled girl, no less. Horrible a crime, and I can't help but wonder how you ended up there? You were one of the few that actually talked to me. That acted like a decent human being when we were in the school-bus together every morning and afternoon. As soon as your friends saw you though... Mask on, let's be a bad boy. And you? The other you that acted like a decent human being. You were the schools photo-model. I've seen you since. Only difference is a pair of glasses. You are still a gorgeous man, no longer a boy. I wonder how come you managed to resist the peer pressure and not bully me in school? Well, you didn't stand up for me either, but you never did anything to me. I doubt any of you noticed my crush... my hearts in my notebooks... How I took the school yearbook, found your photo and took a paper cutting out a hole for your face, so I could put it above the photo and just look at you? I wonder sometimes...
I am grateful though. Without all of you I wouldn't have found my true crush. Thank you, Peter. I didn't crush on you right away. No. You were a friend. A senior member of the Sexmasters* society. You were bold, loud and had the quirkiest humor I've ever heard. And... You didn't give a fuck what others thought. I loved that. Still do. So we became friends. You helped me A LOT when I ended up a full member of the Sexmasters society. I was swamped with work both for the society and for the university. And you and your friend helped me a lot. Apparently your friend figured out your crush on me before you did yourself... I am grateful for that to. A kiss against a wall... That was all it took. I've never crushed so hard or so fast on another person before! Like a lightning bolt! Gladly it had a happy ending and you ended up the love of my life. Thank you for staying with me. For surviving my quirks. And for being you.
/KSena
*still got nothing to do with sex, it's a sociaty in the Student Union that arranges parties for other students
DAY ONE: introduce yourself / list your likes and dislikes
DAY TWO: make a bulleted list of everything that happened in your day
DAY THREE: your favorite movie
DAY FOUR: a photo of you taken over ten years ago
DAY FIVE: a letter to your crush
DAY SIX: list what you ate today
DAY SEVEN: a youtube video that you find funny
DAY EIGHT: a photo of you taken recently
DAY NINE: list some of your favorite websites
DAY TEN: a letter to the person you hate the most or caused you a lot of pain
DAY ELEVEN: share your favorite recipe
DAY TWELVE: we want to see your teeth today
DAY THIRTEEN: whatever tickles your fancy
DAY FOURTEEN: a song from your childhood
DAY FIFTEEN: a letter to someone you wish you could meet
DAY SIXTEEN: provide pictures of 5 celebrity crushes
DAY SEVENTEEN: a photo that makes you sad
DAY EIGHTEEN: set or share a goal
DAY NINETEEN: whatever tickles your fancy
DAY TWENTY: a letter to someone that changed your life
DAY TWENTY-ONE: your favorite television program
DAY TWENTY-TWO: a photo that makes you happy
DAY TWENTY-THREE: share one of your current favorite tunes
DAY TWENTY-FOUR: a letter to yourself a year ago
DAY TWENTY-FIVE: a letter to someone you judged by their first impression
DAY TWENTY-SIX: favorite books
DAY TWENTY-SEVEN: a talent of yours
DAY TWENTY-EIGHT: favorite places to shop
DAY TWENTY-NINE: provide the hex code of your favorite color
DAY THIRTY: a letter to the friendliest person you knew for only one day
DAY THIRTY-ONE: whatever tickles your fancy
DAY THIRTY-TWO: a photo you took
DAY THIRTY-THREE: what you're craving right now
DAY THIRTY-FOUR: your favorite quote
DAY THIRTY-FIVE: a letter to an ex
DAY THIRTY-SIX: some hobbies of yours
DAY THIRTY-SEVEN: a song that you like to dance to
DAY THIRTY-EIGHT: a photo of your parent(s)
DAY THIRTY-NINE: zodiac sign and do you think it fits your personality
DAY FORTY: a letter to a deceased person you wish you could talk to
DAY FORTY-ONE: whatever tickles your fancy
DAY FORTY-TWO: bad habit(s) you have
DAY FORTY-THREE: a picture of your favorite place in the world
DAY FORTY-FOUR: something that fascinates you and why
DAY FORTY-FIVE: whatever tickles your fancy
DAY FORTY-SIX: photos of personal things in your life (pets, family, house, etc.)
DAY FORTY-SEVEN: birthday wish list
DAY FORTY-EIGHT: a photo of you right now
DAY FORTY-NINE: hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
DAY FIFTY: a letter to your reflection in the mirror
This entry is crossposted between LJ and DW. Comment where you are comfortable.
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Date: 2014-08-23 09:31 pm (UTC)Also, sweet sweet letter to Peting at the end. <3
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Date: 2014-08-24 03:42 pm (UTC)Well, it's true all of it so... :-) I really don't know what I'd do without him.
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Date: 2014-08-24 09:45 pm (UTC)I am amazed when I look at old pictures of myself and how thin I looked (remembering how fat I thought I was back then).
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Date: 2014-08-25 09:08 am (UTC)I haven't changed much, really. More makeup, maybe. *grin* And older. But not much, no. Strangely.
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