Destiny is funny that way, isn't it? It really really sucks that some people are in so much pain emotinally and mentally that the only way out for them is to end it.

I am doing pretty good now, but it strikes me randomly that she is really gone. Like when she had her birthday the other day. Or would have had....

I can't stop thinking about her son. Or feel more or less guilty over the fact I could not be there more for her.

I pray that does not make me selfish. :-P