well that doesnt make sense! lol that wouldnt be your fault at all! i think a lot of kids have trouble sleeping. my older sister used to have horrible night terrors when she was little. those are strange to me. i also know some people who sleep walk and i think it's so friggen creepy haha.

i think it's totally normal to dread hearing a toddler cry also, lol. i mean, it's not fucked up at all. unless you just ignore it, which i doubt you would do! i'm very glad i don't have kids yet because i'm not ready for them at all but i completely appreciate how hard it must be. i have lots of friends with kids and i dont even know how they do it. it's a ton of work! so exhausting.

i actually watched my best friend give live birth a few years ago and it was a horrifying experience to say the least. she went unconscious from blood loss and exhaustion and had pre-clampsia. it was the stuff of nightmares for me. i'm basically still having PTSD flashbacks about it haha. it was great birth control though.