It is done.

[kseenaa]

I am free. I jumped of the board of the vampire-LARP club. I just... couldn't take it anymore. I feel damn guilty about it, but I just have to consider myself a little bit. I have been a member of the board for 6 long years. And I have done so much. Now, my energy is just gone. There is nothing left. I feel like I should apologize to everyone in the club, but I know that would be silly. *sigh* I hope the board will still be alright. peting73 is still in the board, not to mention the ever awesome _devilcandy_, so... There is hope. The club won't die, at least. Something I have feared.

Now I'll go listen to odd music, play World of Warcraft and try not to feel to guilty. Is it even possible to feel both guilty and relieved? :-P

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Don't feel guilty sweetie *hugs*
/Ugglefot

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Thanx. luv.... *hugs back*

[hexenhasel.livejournal.com]

You know, the last RPG that I left it felt like a HUGE weight off my shoulders. So, don't feel guilty. My husband and I are heavy RPers and always go by the saying:

"If it stops being fun, it stops being a game"

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Oh, the game itself is still A LOT of fun, take my word for it. :-D I love doing LARP. To put on a role, with makeup clothes and everything. Awesome. I love that. BUT! I did a lot, and I do mean a lot, of work for the board. I've been a member of the board for six years. And now I just... had it, basically. :-P

[astroflammante.livejournal.com]

I think this counts as self-preservation, so no need to feel guilty! You've done more than your share already, I think. *hugs*

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I think you are right there. It was that or running right into that dreaded wall. :-P *hugs back* Thanx for the kind words. :-)

[ruchirahni.livejournal.com]

you gotta do what you gotta do, even if it's hard. if you feel better now.. it was worth it.

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Oh, definitly. It was definitly worth it. Now I just have to get used to not getting involved in things. Won't be easy, but good for me, I think.

[skarvsladden.livejournal.com]

Du har gjort helt rätt! När väggen börjar närma sig är det daxs att säga nej! kramar

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Oh ja, definitivt. Det var helt enkelt dags att lägga ner, kändes det som. :-P