Welcome to hell, ladies and gents!

[kseenaa]

Oh yes. Thats about how I felt today. The education at work that will make me a top phone seller of an electronic company have started....

......

Oh gawd I hate it. SO MUCH! And the worst part is that the group-bosses off said department at work are all extremely chipper and happy telling all off us at the education how happy they are we are coming and how awesome everything will be and how well we are going to do... I just wanna puke on all there faces. The rest of the people at the education are feeling the same way. They were nice enough to give us plenty breaks during the education during which we talked about... well everything since the shit hit the fan just before Christmas. Every single one off us feel cheated and abused. :-(

Only good thing I can find is that I'll keep working 75% and always have Fridays off. It is not clear yet how my hours will be Monday-Thursday, but that is fine. On Monday the group bosses will talk to us one at a time and set up an individual schedule that will work just for me. I think that is pretty neat to.

Listened in to the people already working there, that has been a phone sales-person for years. It was bloody scary I tell you. It will probably take a while before I can turn myself off to do a good job.

I wonder how much off myself I will lose in the process....

Comments

[chigrima.livejournal.com]

*gives lots and lots of hugs*

[misswitch.livejournal.com]

Wow, I am so sorry. That just sounds... soul crushing.

I really, really hope it gets better.

[sin-of-pride.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Damn hon, I'm so sorry to hear things are so hard for you at work right now. I really hope things get better soon, you shouldn't be made to feel so miserable like that!

[astroflammante.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Talk to your friends as much as you can, that's how I manage to hang on to my personality.