Welcome to hell, ladies and gents!

[kseenaa]

Oh yes. Thats about how I felt today. The education at work that will make me a top phone seller of an electronic company have started....

......

Oh gawd I hate it. SO MUCH! And the worst part is that the group-bosses off said department at work are all extremely chipper and happy telling all off us at the education how happy they are we are coming and how awesome everything will be and how well we are going to do... I just wanna puke on all there faces. The rest of the people at the education are feeling the same way. They were nice enough to give us plenty breaks during the education during which we talked about... well everything since the shit hit the fan just before Christmas. Every single one off us feel cheated and abused. :-(

Only good thing I can find is that I'll keep working 75% and always have Fridays off. It is not clear yet how my hours will be Monday-Thursday, but that is fine. On Monday the group bosses will talk to us one at a time and set up an individual schedule that will work just for me. I think that is pretty neat to.

Listened in to the people already working there, that has been a phone sales-person for years. It was bloody scary I tell you. It will probably take a while before I can turn myself off to do a good job.

I wonder how much off myself I will lose in the process....

Comments

[chigrima.livejournal.com]

*gives lots and lots of hugs*

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Ehm. Yeah. I'll try to hang on to what little sanity I have left. And the few good things to. There are good things, after all. My work hours. That I can decide alot of how my hours are to look. And that I only work four days a week. So it is not all bad. It is just... the sell thing that is bad. :-P

[chigrima.livejournal.com]

Glad to see that you're seeing the silver lining. ;-)

But really, I suffer with you. ;_;

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

I always do try to see the silver lining in every thing. :-) I always do, remember? ;-)

[misswitch.livejournal.com]

Wow, I am so sorry. That just sounds... soul crushing.

I really, really hope it gets better.

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

It is. Very soul crushing. :-/ And since I am stuck in this department for now, I doubt it will get very much better. The only thing that might make it bearable would be if I got used to it. And that in and off itself is quite scary.

[sin-of-pride.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Damn hon, I'm so sorry to hear things are so hard for you at work right now. I really hope things get better soon, you shouldn't be made to feel so miserable like that!

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

At least I am not alone in my misery. We are nine people having the same hate for this, but no choice at all. Well, we do have a choice. Pack up and leave, and be unemployed. That is not a choice for me. I will at least try this before I give up.

[astroflammante.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Talk to your friends as much as you can, that's how I manage to hang on to my personality.

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Oh, I am. My workmates at the old department to, and my new once. It does help a great deal. LJ does help a great deal to. ;-)

[astroflammante.livejournal.com]

Thank the heavens for Internet in general and Livejournal in particular, yes? :-D

[kseenaa.livejournal.com]

Indeed... Considering the amount of time I spend here, I really should get me one of those LJ-tshirts one day. ;-)