And I, as ex-reader at this point, I constantly feel guilty for not reading, and then I feel as if I'm silly for thinking that, and then go back to feeling guilty. :-P It's a constant run around.

Since I've stopped reading, which have been a while, I have just helped with 1 ½ fic, checking the plot. That's all. And I was slow with that to (to the annoyance of the writer), since I just don't have the energy or patience reading fic anymore.

So I am, honestly really... TERRIBLY sorry if I in any way at all have hurt your feelings by not responding to your posts about fanfic or haven't read any of your fic or haven't responded on Twitter. I really really am. I KNOW you write wonderfully, and I KNOW you are a great person and I KNOW how frustrated you are that it's not like in the old days. I just... can't. SORRY!