Well, Peting did see how miserable I was this year and that Alexandra was a bit stressed over the trip to, so he was very very understanding when I said that I am not going next year. He is free to if he wants to, since Midsummer don't mean anything to him. But I am so, so not. We'll probably celebrate Midsummer either with my mom or with Peting's mom. We'll see.

You're right though. I do like my traditions. Escpecially Christmas and Midsummer. They were the big family holidays for me when growing up. And I just can't see it any other way.