Not dead. Promise.

[kseenaa]

I am not dead. I have just felt... incredibly down lately. I haven't felt this down in a long long time. Can't even remember when last it happened.

I partly know a small part of the problem, but not all. I just... *sigh* There it is anyway. I am doing better lately, and slowly. And I feel incredibly guilty for not reading any of your LJ-posts that I follow. I am very very sorry about that.

Following a few swedish blogs who are some of the most honest and open blogs I've ever read, I think I should kick myself in the ass and post more. And really write how I feel. So what if no one reads or gives a damn. At least getting it down on words have always helped.

I am doing better though. But damn, this winter... It has not been good to me, that's for sure. I hope I'll do better come spring. *sigh*

Edit: I feel a clarification is needed. LJ has NOTHING to do with me feeling down. Nothing at all. In fact, it's thanx to the communities I run that I have a small smile on my face during the evenings. And my family and the LARP.

This entry is crossposted between LJ and DW. Comment where you are comfortable.