holy shit i was wondering wtf you were because it's not like you to not update. i am so relieved that you're okay, my heart was in my throat through this whole entry... i can't believe all that happened and so suddenly; that's a shit ton of medical procedures.

I AM SO GLAD YOU'RE OKAY. I would be wholly devastated if anything happened to you... i am certainly not glad this happened but i'm certainly glad it worked out and now your insides are better, and im really glad you can eat. will this resolve your terrible cramps?

LOVE LOVE LOVE. from me.