There is a gal who I used to chat with, she's in her 30's, from Africa but lives in Switzerland. I made a huge mistake in telling her that after I found out about them I had a dream about them, nothing major, they were in it that's it. She went belistic! From the way she sounded I raped all of them. I let it go. Remember last year when Tom was making a sandwich on TH TV? She asked me what I thought of it, I said I thought it was boring, but Tom has nice hands, again she went off. She was disappointed in me, I was just like all the lil teens, she didn't want to talk to me anymore. I had enough, I told her I didn't appreciate being judged, I look at everyones hands and fingers. We didn't speak for a long time, then the situation with Tom n the psycho stalker bitch came, she msged me and asked me if I thought Tom should apologize? I said absotively NOT! he has nothing to apologize for. They pushed him over the edge, they attacked their Mother! They stole a huge chunk of his childhood and he can never get it back! If he didn't apologize then she wouldn't be a fan of his. We again didn't speak, then she msged me, we spoke for a while. I commented that since Tom didn't, I thought she wasn't going to be a fan any longer. Her reply was she could still like the music. She's a hypocrite! My sister thought they were too young for me as well, or I was too old. I asked my friend who I've known for over 30 years what she thought. Her comment was I was still a lil kid, which I am, and when I like something i REALLY like something, which I do. I tend to go a wee bit overboard, which I do. I like who I like period.

I always wondered if I was adopted because I don't look like anyone in my family nor do we like the same things. My Parents n Sister do, I don't. I know they loved me, but I don't think they understood me.

If this gal didn't like me on line, she sure as hell wouldn't like me in person, she would be running out the door screaming! I'm crazy :), in a good way of course. I've never been like everyone else, when I was younger it used to bug me, as I grew older, I liked it. Take me as I am, or not at all, don't judge me until you get to know me.

Sorry got a lil carried away :)