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Indeed.
If you were on Twitter the other night things kinda blew up then. And I was looking for help to help a friend. I got a lot of help to. And she is as fine as can be currently.
But damn... I've felt out of it for two days since. That does tend to happen when a friend of yours tells you she'll kill herself, but that I shouldn't worry about her or let it effect my life, the world will be better without her, see?
Yeah. No. HELL to the NO!
Once you got me as friend, I will fight for you. Tooth and nail. Maybe not with appropriate words, but I will. Always.
Just that night it got a bit much. Another twitter-friend who also lives in the same city as me, went to the hospital that same day. She struggles with severe panic disorder, anxiety, selfharm and depression. It finally got to much for her, so she is currently at the psychiatric ward at the hospital. Gawd knows how long.
This happened during the day. And then during the evening I am told ANOTHER one of my friends is going to kill herself. Most likely this summer.
Yes. I freaked out. I was scared. The USA is far FAR away when you just want to jump up and run to someones aid...
Thank gawd I got help from friends who knows us both and also lives in the USA. THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU! Seriously...
I didn't get to bed until 2:30am that night. I looked at the clock the last time 3:10am.
Alexandra woke up at 6:50am.
I was SUCH a zombie that day. And when Peting came home I went for a nap. I never take naps during the day usually, but yeah... that day? I needed it badly.
I'll always be there for my friends. I will. No matter what. If you feel like shit, TALK to me! Any of you! Got that? Good.
Right. I know this post is... a bit all over the place, but yeah... Done with the spamming today though. :-P Lots of love to all my friends!
This entry is crossposted between LJ and DW. Comment where you are comfortable.
If you were on Twitter the other night things kinda blew up then. And I was looking for help to help a friend. I got a lot of help to. And she is as fine as can be currently.
But damn... I've felt out of it for two days since. That does tend to happen when a friend of yours tells you she'll kill herself, but that I shouldn't worry about her or let it effect my life, the world will be better without her, see?
Yeah. No. HELL to the NO!
Once you got me as friend, I will fight for you. Tooth and nail. Maybe not with appropriate words, but I will. Always.
Just that night it got a bit much. Another twitter-friend who also lives in the same city as me, went to the hospital that same day. She struggles with severe panic disorder, anxiety, selfharm and depression. It finally got to much for her, so she is currently at the psychiatric ward at the hospital. Gawd knows how long.
This happened during the day. And then during the evening I am told ANOTHER one of my friends is going to kill herself. Most likely this summer.
Yes. I freaked out. I was scared. The USA is far FAR away when you just want to jump up and run to someones aid...
Thank gawd I got help from friends who knows us both and also lives in the USA. THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU! Seriously...
I didn't get to bed until 2:30am that night. I looked at the clock the last time 3:10am.
Alexandra woke up at 6:50am.
I was SUCH a zombie that day. And when Peting came home I went for a nap. I never take naps during the day usually, but yeah... that day? I needed it badly.
I'll always be there for my friends. I will. No matter what. If you feel like shit, TALK to me! Any of you! Got that? Good.
Right. I know this post is... a bit all over the place, but yeah... Done with the spamming today though. :-P Lots of love to all my friends!
This entry is crossposted between LJ and DW. Comment where you are comfortable.
