At being a support-system... and Tumblr.

Jesus christ in a bucket.... *collapses*

I love you all, you know that right? If I have clicked with you, have conversations with you, comment on your posts... then you have sneaked your way into my heart. Just saying.

And right now? So, so many are broken... suffer... are pissed... whatever...

And me? I have a heart to huge for my own good. I really do. I just... hurt. Because I can't help you.

I am sitting here far away from you in Sweden. In my very nice apartment with my LOVELY hubby peting73 who loves me for the quirky me that is me. My career has just started to take off after all these years... I have a nice Masters Thesis diploma laying here somewhere. I have two cats to cuddle with when I need it. I have the best friend in the world, my sister in all but blood spicehobbit, not to mention my crazy brother and my crazy mom who really puts the Merry Widow to shame...

Still I hurt. For you. Because I just can't help you. Gawd, I wish I could. I have read up on my f-list today, and man... at times I have had tears in my eyes... I just want to reach out through the computer screen and pull you in. Give you a hug... and just the full KSena-threatment (ask spicehobbit about that sometime...)

I just want to help. And I can't. And just....

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH *growl*
*frustrated*

*sigh*

Yeah so...

Had to get that out. Just know I care. A whole fucking lot.

Right. And I made a Tumblr. To look at pretty pictures and vids, and repost them to. You can find it here if you want to see it: The confused mind of KSena. Gonna go add it to my side-bar now....